more detail for my internship life

woohoo~~~
first of all,merry christmas and happy new yr~~~~~
ok,let le introduce the colleagues and workers as well.....

ok,start from left and standing guys and girls...
first one-chee hoe,trainee too,but from utar~~~
2nd one-rajah,  seems like raja nia~~speak a lot of eng and i can train to speak eng....
3rd one-pooi yee,guided me for first day lo~then always ask her if dunno everything...
4th one-sujab,he is a very funny guy and I always disturb and chat wif him...he got another twin brother...
5th one-SYEd, this one can't missed him out,cos he is teached me a lot inside company....so funny ah him~~
6th one-brian,this man ok too,got treat me and another trainee lo~~
last one-loy chee,dun laughed if u noe cantonese(but i always laughed when saw his name)...but he's my supervisor....haha...sam tet guy....seldom teached me la....XD

next,'tunduk' ladies and from left side...
1st one-me!!!!!!!!!!sudah gemuk although worked very tired cos really ate a lot and hav a nice sleep~~
2nd one-afiza~~~~she is very nice and always chat and outing for lunch wif me!!2day just outing whole day wif her~~
3rd one-thywey~~she's helped me a lot also and can't c her again cos she will have annual leave next week lo~~~
4rd one-esther,she's helped me a lot for application in this company too~~~and also inside company~~

and some funny photo....

sujab's twin brother-sujib

guessed who's elder????is him,sujib~~

ok la~~~
done for blog 2day~~~next time upload more la~~^^

human~

if a person is glad when u r sad,tat mean he/she is ur enemy.
if a person is happy when u r happy,then he/she is ur fren.
but if  a person is sad when u r sad,then he/she is a person that u should put into ur heart or mind!!!!
felt familiar??
yes!!I'm took it from sin chew jit poh~~~really many good idiom or sentence that should learned from there~~
r u meet them ady?or even stil find them?
dun be sad~
for right time,u wil face to them and pls open ur big big eye to see who r them~
perhaps some of them din express out,just silent on tat moment,but pls c wat action did they take for u~
u will noe it when u r at the bottom of pyramid,not peak tat time~
human is very confuse one,when u r on peak,u nvr open ur eye (means heart ),just c the thing on surface~
like those people like very help u but actually they r harmed u but u dunno~~
or just always praised u,but spread rumour about u???
haha~~~u will noe when u r at lowest level of the life~
means tat time u r faced some problem~~
then u can open ur big big eye,c whom help u at tat moment,and pls pls appreciated them,dun said something bad to make them further from u~~
if not,u wil miss a good or real fren from u ady~~
tried this before?
if u r experienced it before or even now,dun be sad,try to stand up again and faced this problem~

I am believed that wil hav a  right person who is helping u tat time~
but actually enemy also ur right person...
u noe why??
cos if no them,how  r u going to stand up again and think the thing at another view and c many perspective??
this can be explained that,u should thanks to all of them even enemy~dun just hate them and think of other view for sure.
u wil hav more thoughts tat time and new experience that u nvr regret too~
so once again,ENJOY UR WONDERFUL LIFE EVEN SUFFERING NOW TOO~~~ ^^

far away from internet~~~

felt long time that din saw me ady????haha....
reason is internet connection is so slow recently~~~
and now,i'm using my brother's line to on9,so can blog a while for sure la~~
so miss my blog??or me???lol....just kidding~~
recently,i'm also falling sick,flu and cough as normal la~~
but i still on9 here~~~
btw,felt more busy for end of yr~~
attend wedding dinner(not mine one,is relative's one),do report,and many small case that can't think now~~
ok la,mind felt jam ady,next time update more info and new thing to u all~~~ ^^

third part for new zealand (leisure time)

hey hey~~

the challenge and terrible time is over for this time,let's having some leisure time for this vacation~
first of all,introduce the oldest steam ship in Queenstown,New Zealand- STeamer Earnslaw.....

and also largest steam ship in New Zealand too~~it consumes 1 tonnes of charcoal for the source of energy~~XD
U can also hav a chance to learn to drive a ship la...(if captain let u for it la)
and for sure,u can see how is it operate inside the ship too~~~
next,wil be some really leisure time for u all...
the place is known as walter peak high country farm queenstown...
u can take this STeamer earnslaw to go there la...

There are many sheeps lO~~aiya,can see this picture then u noe ady~~
u can have many activity there..
for eg,feed a small sheep~~(forgotten the name)
some of them so so cute~~~like u r feeding a human baby,using those bottle to let them suck the milk~~~
ah!!!memang comelnya~~

and adult sheep got so many fur,if u r lying down on their body,feel so soft for it~~~
haha...there's a dog to guard them,can be said that to 'halau' them bek to the cage la....
when the dog is receiving instruction from the owner,it wil not bite or even bark on them,just stare on them,and those sheep will like those soldiers,'marching' here and there,and then go bek into their cage~~~
haha..that scene,really funny la....
u can also cut off those fur from the sheep~~
what do u think the motion to cut off those fur lei???for business??or private use??or??
haha....actually those fur too thick for the sheep,and wil make them feel uncomfortable,so have this action lo~~
then the fur can be used to earn money instead of throw away only lo~~~
the baby sheep just born 2 hrs ago is so cute,and golden colour~~~^^ then the baby will learn to feed the milk from their mother~~~
next will be souvenior time~~
travel to new place sure buy some souvenior la~~this's the place for u to buy unique souvenior and brings some characteristic of new zealand~~~
this place is kapa design gallery~~~
it's a colourful shop too~and it's located in Queenstown Street~~~

there's a traditional weapon inside and also modern souvenior too~~~
next will be eating time~~~
The Cow-dun think got cow there~~`no,no,no~~
it's a shop for u all to eat pizza and pasta there~~


got 1 pizza there very nice,Majesty Pleasure(not really remember full name ady)XD
the ingredients got cheese,tomato and few types of meat~~~u can eat super full there~~

have u worry for accomodation??haha~~have a cheap hostel for u all~~
X Base~~~(forgot full name ady)
there's a nice hostel for u all to having cheap accomodation,and staff will recommend the activity that suit to u all for interest~~~and also u can cook and wash ur clothes there~~
and u can communicate wif others through internet and pooling too~~
oh ya,hav a lake Wanaka very nice there too~~

before u go into Lake Wanaka there,u can stop half way and go to the Mrs jones there to~~~
to buy and eat various type of   Kiwi fruits~~woohoo~~various kinds oh~~~so wonderful there~~~hehe...

ok la....there's my new zealand trip here~~~
dun misunderstood,actually those trip just watched from tv show only~~haha~~~
perhaps next wil be challenge trip again~~sayonara~~
STAY TUNED!!!!

have a visit to new zealand!!!

sounds familiar,right?
yea,cos got previous blog about visit to new zealand,now it's more interesting place for this country.
not me who is the person to visit,but there's a  tv show for Henry Golding to this New Zealand~~
first to introduce,nervous game for u all~~
BUNGY JUMP!!!!!!!woah~~~when u c from ur position to the river,it's very terrible!!but also challenge ur braveness~~~

then,it's the time for some miracle or legend time~~
there's a place that for u all to enjoy in ship or boat,and c the beautiful scene through all the site of river....
got few waterfalls and some r very nice to hav a look~
one of it is stirling falls,if u r a girl and touched the falls,there's a legend that U WILL YOUNGER 10 YRS OLD THAN UR ACTUAL AGE!!!
haha...nice,right???so wat to wait for???faster to go there to hav a touch la!!!XD (just joking,dun really go without plan yea)

then another nice waterfall,got rainbow there,very nice too~(forgot exact name ady)
and also hav a wine tour,cos there's a old shop that have hundred yrs of history and hav many expensive and valuable wine there~~if u like to drink wine,should go there too~~but if din drink,just hav a visit to their grape farm lo~~also very interesting place too~

oh ya,if u wanna earn some money,go to find the gold la~~
there's a place for u to find the gold,if got some amount of it,perhaps costs $12 and can earn for ur dinner ady~~~haha...the place is nearby Arrowtown and Queenstown one~~^^

and here for u to enjoy ice cream~~

and also last blog about shootover jet!!!!(dunno??find my previous blog!!XD)

nice tour to new zealand??if have a chance must go there to enjoy real trip!!! ^^

nice outing wif colleagues~~

wow!!hav a new fren too~~nice nia~~
she's ex staff from asahi too....
well,she's nice and  kind,and also talkative....
can communicate wif her very well and I felt glad to hav a new fren wif her too~~
although malay,but I still can chat wif her at least~~hehe..^^
2day went to watch twilight wif them~
haiz~~my expected is more interesting especially when there's a war between vampire and wolf.
but....
less for those scene and more kissing scene..
perhaps so romantic,but for me they r talked too much inside and I can feel sleepy for some moment!!!
really out of my expectation!!!!
got some romantic scene la,but,but but......
less fighting scene!!!
although like this,but I still will watch part 2 la,cos i think interesting part in part 2~~haha...
bek to topic,outing wif colleagues..
watched movie first,then dinner wif them...
sure got chit chat time la..and I like this moment so much!!
can improve relationship among colleagues as well~~~hehehe.....
so I think will find them again although I will leave from this company after next month!!
must try to keep contact wif them nia~~~hehehe...XD
so~~~enjoyed moment wif them nia~^^

lucky and unlucky day~

like previous post,right?
yea,once again......
almost same,but matter not same ma...xD
like 2day,almost end of the day for work(5pm),suddenly product is came and I hav to rush for testing!!!
wat!!!almost can lari diri but....
haiz...make me rush everything for the work~~~
then I bek home late lo~~
oh ya,on the time to rush work,tat time hav to find the paper sheet~~
and omg,found out just left one paper and I hav to go to office to photostat the thing!!
but,but,but....
after printed one paper,found out no more paper!!!and I hav to insert the new paper for it!!!
oh no,found out the paper site there no more old paper,hav to find for new to insert!!!
haiz...wasted my time ady~~
then sure rushed bek home lo~~
lucky one was my supervisor let me to hav to look for report~how good ah him!!lol...
I can read that for reference,but sure content almost same,just style of writing is different lO~~hehe....XD
so now 2day full of mixed lucky and unlucky day~~~woohoo~~rest now~~^^

nice snacks~

always eating the snacks during lunch time in office.
but why snacks here??
cos if boss is traveled to some place,they will bring bek some nice snacks or food from there to us.
nice,right?
and last time got 1 manager went to overseas for some business purpose,and bring bek some biscuits,chocolates and some biscuits~damn nice!!!!
this time got japanese came,they r bring the food from there~~~woohoo~~another tasty food!!!
then i noe boss got going to somewhere ady,perhaps got bring food too????
haha...craving for the food that he will bring bek....
saliva coming out from mouth soon~~~~~XD
so I will become fat although working very tiring and always standing????hahahha...imagine lO~XD

surprise when heard some news~

i'm very surprised very heard of this news,related to my family~
haiz...just can say,anything can be happen for every sec~
perhaps will feel sad if really happen for the future,but just wish everything can be fine.
sorry that I would not write for specific event cos really confidential~
just can pray all the time and be calm down for short moment.
will be moody for this time and sorry for this time blogging not positive for this time~

challenge game~~

wat challenge games r u expected?
roller coaster?bungee jump?or????
haha..just now watched a tv programme,about visiting to the new zealand~
there's few challenge game,like shootover canyon swing.
as meaning for word,swing~
but,wat's challenge just a swing???
nope,the swing is super terrible!!

this game is located on the very high altitude,when u looked down on it,a river is there waiting for u~and both side got those rock one..(sorry dunno how to explain here)
and if not mistaken,hundreds meter ba~
there's various type of swing,one of it is like sit on the chair,and they r pulled u down,when u r going down...
woohooo!!!can imagine the feeling!!!!!!!!super 'high'!!!XD
and also one way like jump from high building one,but this one got safety feature la,so u won't injured at least.
if u feel swing yourself so so alone,can jump wif ur fren or relative or even lover too~

and another game,shootover jet.....
u can enjoy the beautiful scene although on the jet with a higher speed!!!
and the person who experienced it said very challenging because almost hit those rock wall beside of u,and the speed on water!!yeah~~it's super nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so,where's it lei???it's on new zealand!

oh yeah,stil hav another nice food at there...joe's garage,the food there is burger!!!
the size same like a normal human's face~~so big nia!!eat until super full lo~~
haha..and i also wan to go there for a spa if after those games...super relaxing for sure~

another place u should go for vacation is 'star cruise' ship~
heard this before?
it's like a ship,but inside got a lot of feature for u to enjoy,feel like in hotel la,but this one more high class...
got casino,spa,swimming pool,hotel,restaurant,pooling and i think a lot of thing for u to enjoy.
they will stop at vietnam for a while or mayb one day for u to visit....
it's just costs rm2000 something lei~~~3 days 2 night!!!
wow!it's super valuable for me cos can enjoy in ship and also vacation!!watched this during news time!!!!
now I'm super craving for vacation liao!!!!!argh!!!but few hrs later bek to reality-work!!!haiz....XD

internship...

well,usual way to explain!!
tired,satisfied but learning a lot of thing...
2day asked my supervisor,can teach me how to write report,helping me to check and mayb let me c the sample too!!!damn nice ah him!!!hahahaha....
and I also got asked him can snap photo for machine??he said will help me ask first then let me snap photo for the machine~~
so u all keep updated for my blog la,perhaps anytime wil hav photo for those machine~~~hehe...
curious for it??
yea,u MUST!!
why??
mostly our experiment more to bio part,i can bet that U nvr saw those machine one~~~~XD
look down on u??
no lo,cos those machine more to company one,unless u worked there before,if not,hard to c those machine~~
honestly,I quite satisfied for my work now,perhaps busy and tiring..
but...
everyday got new thing to learn,until now,i stil learn the new thing.
even yesterday,I'm learnt new thing again,cos different machine got different way to use ma...^^
interesting??yea.it's super interesting!!!
but U wil feel bored if u work for same thing lo~~luckily just 2 months la,but I think if work there,dun felt bored la,cos staff there nice,scope perhaps same,but different products,sometime u hav to improve quality of product,it's super challenging too!!!
for my stage,stil not learnt to improve la,but stil learn basic thing first....
I din complaint anyway,actually my work is better than the others ady..(just my feeling,dun feel angry ya)
so,wat to complain????
just enjoying internship life lo~
I can ask,chat wif colleagues,and also improved my skills too!!!
damn nice and interesting for my internship!!!
I'm loving it!!!! :-)

appreciate...

wat to appreciate?

time?

fren?

family?

money?

or???

for this moment,appreciate time wif colleagues and the internship time..and for sure,with family time..

during internship,I have learned a lot of thing...can ask,to gain new knowledge...

colleagues as well,can chit chat when bored,or even joking too..

the working time not suffered as my previous job at least,so enjoying it.

family time....for sure,appreciated it now...

2day enjoyed time to joke wif colleagues....damn funny them although they r saying me la....XD

( but they just joking,so i din care la)...

so now,appreciated time for drama...haha....^^

any idea for blog today?

well,I dun think hav lo.

no reason,2day seems like all of my colleagues included me also become so so moody person.

dunno y too...

no mood to do thing,no mood to talk wif others,no mood to chit chat wif fren,no mood to.....

anything also no mood,now no mood for blogging too....

perhaps lack of sleeping,or something interesting...

so,now din write for new blog until got new idea pops out or came bek.XD

damn funny for my colleagues...

why lei??
cos got one female staff,my colleagues too,so so protect me~
haha....
u all will think,how protect me lei???
well,for eg....
like 2day,my supervisor wanna told me that he's done for something and wanna passed it to me,then he just said,'Nah,yoke foong'.....
and my protective female staff heard it and said,'wah,u damn brave to say Nah,yoke foong in front of me???
by the way,I din care about it la,but perhaps she wanna protect me too,and scold him..(not really scold,just said angry with joking way la)
and she is pretending to angry for his way to speak,and used something hit the table,and teached me that,next time u shall said 'dun wannna work again'!then the evaluation form I will help u to settle...
then i just smile la....haha..can't sAID anything cos my supervisor still there ma...XD
sometime if she saw I'm doing something like not my scope of work,she will ask wat's that...
and I said my supervisor gave me do one,then she will say,ask ur supervisor to do yourself la....
haha...thanks for her to protect me anyway.
no her,I really hopeless or dunno how to do for the work la....
and also my supervisor,although like gave me to finish all the thing,but he's also protected me from being 'bully' by another boss....
cos another boss always asked some people to OT....kesian them..
luckily I'm just trainee,just freedom to bek watever time....^^
btw,i felt so thankful to my colleagues...
if no them,I can't survive for 2 months I think.:-)

everything will be fine~~

yea,really it turns good after bad thing.
as previous blog on thurs,everything is bad one~
but yesterday,everything is good one..
for eg,when i almost late for work,cos done something,then all the way to work,all the signal for traffic lights r green light~~~
then when reached company  to sign for attendance,time ngam ngam 8am~
ok,then main points here~~
my supervisor who is always teached me on leave,so just left me and another real supervisor who is in charged me one~
but tat supervisor always later for his work,so just left me always in the lab lo~
and I always wondered for the scope of work...
and luckily,I can be done for all the scope tat he gave to me!!!almost testing of the product i have been done!!
but the final approval will let him check before I passed to another department la~~
felt so so satisfied for the work I have been done!!!hehe.....^^
and and and...
when bek home,no raining,a nice day for me with the motor lo~~~and situation same,all traffic light shows green light!!!!!
2day lei~raining day when I woke up...
hehe... nice day for me cos almost slept for half day~~
wah..wonderful day for me again after bad thing lo~ ^^

today was a........BAD DAY FOR ME!!!!!!

WHY??????????????????????????
cos~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
really many unlucky thing for me 2day!!!!!!!!!!!(got 2 main points la~)

ok,start from beginning~~
2day when went work,found old shoe not comfortable,then wear new shoe lO~
but,more and more I work and walked here and there,tat feeling,really wanna kill my leg one~~
then,I I I I I I I I I I I I broke a beaker!!!!!!!!!and in front of the lab got my boss there......when I break the beaker,sure got big big sound one,my boss tried to hav a look and I think he found out the thing but luckily he din scold me la~~~~~XD
during lunch time found out the chicken that i ate got a little bit raw.then I become ==''
and then almost evening time my stomach not feeling well(first time during working time la),then sure fix problem myself.(perhaps not so nice for the word la)XD
and,and and~~~after work,when I wanna bek home,starting to rain lo~~
ok,then I wait it become smaller and I bek lo~~~when just over the traffic light nearby my company,ok!!!
raining cats and dogs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's fine,just whole body wet lo~
but but but but but......
half way then,my motor felt like 'refused' to move!!!!
here,u can imagine......
raining heavily...
motor can't move...
tat time just wore jacket.....
can imagine???
ok,I hav to push the motor and after tat I tried to start the engine again...
thanks god!!unless motor move ady!!!
and then I went to find motor shop nearby to fix problem LO~~~
last but not least,when motor almost done....(dun missed out this point)
no rain anymore!!!!sun came out again!!!!
wat????????????????????????????????
play play ah???????????????????
so,did u found out 2 main points here?????
that's a 'playful' day for me 2day~~~~~haiz.....
wish tmrw will be a better day for me la....^^

my leg and hand felt so no energy at all

once again,due to work la~~~
2day almost whole day din felt like sitting,although very free,but seems like every sec got thing to do lo~~
and also 2day I'm felt like a scientist....
why??????
cos 2day i got wore masks and safety glasses for the testing,and also lab coat and gloves la~~~hehe....
becos the testing very dangerous and I can learn new thing again 2day~~~ho ho....
although very tiring,but time can be passing so fast if got thing to do.
can be said that better than so free during working time la~~~
I have to master many skill at one time,and hope not the toughest time if I got any project to do.....
when i bek home 2day,sunlight so brighter until can't c the road...
then I ride motor slowly a little bit and carefully lo~~~
u noe wAT????
the sunlight always occuring in front of me or behind of me~~~especially when saw through mirror...
wah,that reflection of light...memang bersinar 100%!!!XD
btw,I got written more one,but due to some technical error,2day blog until here la...
so now,rest lu~~~^^

happy or not?

why said so?
cos 2day i am completed a task that given by my supervisor,can be said that master some difficult skill as well~
how hard?
haha...u can't make result too far from 2 sample and above,just a litte bit difference only.
hard,right?
finally 2day i am quite satisfied the result that I have been done....
but....
2day I almost fell down from motoR!!!!!!
scary,right?????
actually I am riding motor quite slowly ady,but when I brake,it moves like a snake,left and right alternatively....
can u imagine it???really terrible tat time~~~and somemore when reached company there,NO signal light for my motor!!!!!
how Am I survive for whole way to company ah????
and when the moment almost fell down,luckily there's no car and located at housing area......lucky~~XD
I took lunch hr break to repair motor and costs me rm13~~money fly away ady.....
and I am having lunch quickly cos tat time weather so dark,soon will be raining de....
when I almost reached company,it's starting to rain  and luckily I am reached company as well....
quite good for my company becos there's a guard to take care of ur motor and open door when u  r out or in from company~~~hehe....and quite friendly for all of them la....
but I still scare big boss for sure la...XD
btw,lazy to write again and rest for my mind now....
good9 for all of u and I become sleeping pig soon~~ ^^

holiday ends,start for working life again~

as u all known,no more holidays after few hrs...hav to start a new day for the working life again~(for me la)
so,wat to do?
well prepared for myself to work lO~
how?
mood-no more holiday mood!!!
clothing-prepared well,no more messy tmrw~~
content for work tmrw-revised bek ady,just need to practise again!!!
so wat to do now??enjoying for last few mins before sleep soon~~
once again,fighto,fighto!!! ^^

anything interesting 2day?

got,saw one meaningful sentence to me:dun pretending smart is a way to gain new knowledge....
are you agree wif it??
for me,YES!
I'm trying to practise this way to gain more new knowledge....
perhaps sometime seems like so idiot,or make others troublesome,but I dun wan others to blame me cos pretending smart~
smart,right?but sometime hard to do lo~~~
it's also a chance or excuse for me to escape from mistake...
mistake here doesn't mean the wrong thing that U hav been done.
I mean the thing that U really doesn't noe,and others can't blame u as well~~
like for this moment,during internship,the supervisor always asked me, R U noe how to do?
my ans sure, dunno~~~cos first time ma,even I noe a little bit but dun wan pretending to say :yea,I noe it!
haha..this one not a good habit if u hav such  mind~~
cos if anything happen,others sure blame u and that time afraid actually u just noe half way of it only.
then u sure can be said like hard to express what r u feeling,but hav to accept all the thing that they blame u~~
hav such experience??I am sure u all have,but sometime doesn't realised only.
So start from now on,if u really not sure for something,just ask and say 'dunno',others won't expect u r so smart and unless u can learn more new thing.And also practise more to master these skills or knowledge that U have been gained~~~understand?^^

further detail for my working experience

as i said before,tiring but satisfy....and staff friendly~~~
boring,kan??
ok,next will be more detail for u all lO~
tiring??y tiring??
cos I hav to carry so many test for product,as u all known,better quality need do test before sell the product.
like experiment,trying few times to get average for better result...
like my work,same theory but then do many test.sometime same procedure,but u hav to noe many product,doing those stuff sure consume a lot of time~
if u noe my company name,can go to google it and c wat's history for this company la~~
satisfy.....
due to many skill and product I nvr heard before,so fresh for me...
perhaps many wil ask,y u as a biotech student to work here??
I said,cos wan to learn more new thing.....common answer lo~XD
and using those machine can make me more master the skill and very interesting to learn those stuff.
sorry for this blog that I nvr mentioned wat's name for product,machine and other stuff,due to confidentiality of company la~~
2day got stuff asked another supervisor,how's my performance and the progression...
ans was:ok ok la....wah..luckily din said,very slow~~but ans not far from actual one la..XD
he's wanted me to master skil asap and he can work more for another department,cos he's in charged for 2 department,so so so busy and tiring~~
I hope I can work better and learn faster too,then can help them to rest a little bit at least la...
then if i curi tulang on my department,nobody noe...lol...
previous few days they r so busy for some stuff,so always left me alone in lab there...and I always sit there and lazy a little bit la..
but 2day my supervisor got free time at least,he's always there,so I always find work to do lo~din rest more..
I am enjoying my work now and can train more for my practical skills too~~~
gambateh to all my frens too~~~jia you for ur work la~~enjoy it...^^

felt wat lei??

first of all,felt sad for sonia's case,said condolence to her.hope she can recover bek soon and noe her brother won't wan her to be sad too,live happily for his remain life...
hope her can understand and i noe lost the lovely one sure more hactic for her and need some time for it...
2nd one,i can learn more advANCED thing for coop,but as before,more and more tiring...
one of the thing that same like we learnt before,titration,but using machine la..quite interesting and fresh to me..
2day got practised a lot and i love to do it.
next time will update more for blog and now so sleepy,said 99 to u all la..XD

nice experience for coop

this is because there's a lot of chance for me to learn thing......
i can ask,try and then c many equipment that I nvr saw during lecture time...
haha...well,got some hard skill for me,cos even now i stil can't completely meet the criteria...
but my supervisor said,it's ok cos most of us(staff there) tried many time to master the skill...
then i think:can I complete the task perfectly within one month?this's because this skill so common for the testing of the product in this company.
I MUST MASTER THIS SKILL ASAP!!!!!
2day my supervisor got experienced a lot of company profile and the task to me...well,not so detail la..
cos real supervisor still sick,so this one just guided me first la~
first day I met him and hav impression that he's super fierce,and afraid him...
but after 2day,he's impressed me that he's not bad too,and actually can be very nice,if tat time din busy la..XD
finally I can start to substitute myself into this big family,cos 2day another trainer's invited me to join them after having lunch myself 2day(cos they r very busy,and I super hungry),can chat wif them nicely and they r very welcomed me to join them.^^
there's a lot of skills and material there,and different result for different product.
lab assistant and supervisor are teached me a lot of thing,and gave me chance to try to test the product.
It's super interesting,and I told by supervisor that will learn new thing within 2 weeks,then hav to start to help the staff for the real work ady....
wah....even 2 days I got learned super many thing...how about 2 weeks???then my report how to write lei??
quite challenge for me and each day I found very interesting and tiring...but sure satisfy at least.^^

tiring but interesting day for me...

2day was first day for my coop....
it's super tiring day for me,but interesting day la...
y lei??
cos....
there's a lot of equipment and skill that I can learn there,and tried many time to improve my skills....
staff there very friendly and i went out to eat lunch wif one of them ~~~nice nia~~~~
the thing that I like the most is they said if u hav anything that din understand,just ask them.
no need worry to ask if u hav any doubt!!!
hehe...then i kept on asking thing la,can learn many knowledge that nvr learned through book or even internet
cos many practical skill that hav to guided by staff them and then u can master those thing too~~~
super nice for me at there to work, and I din felt regret to work there...
tmrw will be new day for me to learn new thing again!~~~~good job!!!!!^^

start to work soon~~~

still left 1 day for me to rest,then,I hav to start to work lu~~~

everyday hav to wake up on 6am something,then leave home around 7.30 am,then go to workplace lo~~~

co my working hour starts on 8am,the journey from my home to workplace around 20mins.....max 30 mins la...hehe....

btw,first day work,i sure will go there early one,in case I will lost or miss out anything...hav to impress the employer wat,giv good impression,not bad one...^^

tmrw I hav to wake up early,check out the transport ok or not,then the clothing,and well prepared for my first day internship on next day....

all the best to my coursemate and fren who are same like me....be enjoy in the work ba!!!! ^^

hey hey...stayed tuned for my new look la~~

ho ho....my new look la~~

short kan?perhaps not so nice,but I'm satisfied to it ady.

anyway,pls comment about it if u felt anything to say~~ ^^

coming soon~~

what's coming soon???
news?
experience?
or feeling??
hehe....
just stayed tuned......
coming soon~~~ ^^

wonderful day at my hometown~~

lol..unbelievable that I'm slept for more than 12hrs today,memang like pig 2day...
even my fren's dated me i also din go,cos 1 reason-sleep!!!!lol....
super tiring yesterday,somemore 1day before din sleep well,can be said that totally din sleep~~~~
haha...super crazy for me 2day....
but nice la,sleep,eat,play,on9 at home woh~~~who dun wan lei????
hehe....and then planning tmrw wat to do liao~~~~
so,I will start to become lazy to blog liao....dun blame me,perhaps if got anything special or interesting,I will blog la...hehe...XD
stay tuned..^^

exam ends,mean start my new wonderful life~~~

first,hav to congratulations to me and all of my fren that same fate like me,finished the final exam on this sem!!!!!!
then,2 months holidays are waiting for me~~~~hehehehhehe.....
although hav internship,but having job at my hometown better than kl....
this's because:
(a) expenditure
(b) transport
(c) food
(d) time spending to reach destination and bek home
perhaps u will say i'm still homesick or naive,but due to economic crisis and financial problem,if possible to save money then save money....
since I'm still fresh for work according to course that I'm studying,but if hav any company that hired me then I shall go there ady....(perhaps a little bit money-centred la)XD
happiest thing was:finally can bek hometown to hav a rest,must maintain better lifestyle and make my body healthy again!!!!hahahahhahahaha....:-)

shall I change new phone?

today my phone suddenly blackout when I came out from shower in the morning~
I am tried to switch on phone again and also tried to charge the phone again,but it did not work,stil can't on.
Then,I went to phone shop at giant one to let the staff fix.
he's changed the battery but stil not work,but when charged the phone for me,it's worked!!!!!finallY~`
but I still wonder is it shows that there's a symptom that soon will hav big problem for my phone???is it???
Sometime I would think,change a new phone then this prob would not occur again~
but at the same time,it means my pocket money hav to say 'bye bye' to me again~~~
oh~~~~~so hard to make a choice!!!!memang!!!!
not me kedekut,but u hav to noe the money very important to me,cos if no them,I can't survive all the day.
SO i would save money for urgent use,if just like those stuff not so important one,I would not use the money for such thing.......
So I think will use the money when my phone really dun wan me~~~

At the same time,another thing worried me again~
I'M WONDERING CAN'T FINISH WHOLE CHAPTER FOR THE EXAM!!!!!ah!!!!1very worried now!!!!
can I finish it on time???if can't,how am I gonna survive????

toilet sucks=mind sucks???

well,once again,toilet bowl in my unit always suck again,like once for daily lei~~~
luckily once pumped it,nothing at all,but always do like this also sien~sucks for housemates too,can't fix problem as well,always depends on me(only girl) to fix problem!!!!
wat the???I'm a girl lei~~~but I can fix problem,but don't u???haiz~~~
at the same time,also felt mind lag lag,info in here and out there~haha...how can I sit for exam if like that?
and for sure,internet line also like so lag for 2day!!!!!
wat the hell for today???everything suck,or jam,or even stuck here and there!!!ish!!!!beh song,beh song!!!!
shall I pray pray lei???make it as smooth as I wan,or even as smart as I can,or everything will be fine as well???
SHALL I?????AM I????DO I????
btw,everything suck today,memang suck!!!
I felt agressive until wanna said some rude words here!
paiseh,if u felt me rude here,it's not my choice,but my feeling can't control me to be not so gentle now!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Y SO UNLUCKY 2DAY?????????????????????????????????????????

worries~~~~

worry,worry,worry~~~~
worry about???
exam,clothing on first day of coop,health condition these few days~~~and so many worries....
so many worries,right?
but i'm wondering why I hav to worry so much?
perhaps my mind too used to worry thing?or think too much?
I also dunno,but I just noe once I hav my mind to analysis and remember thing,I kept on worry thing....
got pro and cons la....but I sure said disadvantages more~~cos soon u will c my hair become white ady....
now I'm worrying for my exam,haven finished half yet,and my mood belum balik lagi~this's main point now!!!
sibeh die for this sem!!!not just for result,also for my mood too~~~
totally like weather for my mood,changing all the time stil ok,but like weather for these few days-raining~
my mood always full of black cloud,not yet explode,but seems like wanna raining soon~~~
bad,bad,bad~~~~:-(
what can I do besides kept on bury inside book or note?
then how could I change my mind to 'not worry so much'???
TELL ME HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

health condition~

Am I fine now?no~~~y???
COs I felt super tiring now,and dunno wat's happening for stomach~~~
I felt my stomach like so empty,and a little bit painful~~sometime got 'angin' came out from my mouth~~
Is that mean I'm suffering gastric?but impossible eh,i got ate each meal like usual~~
Perhaps at night will drink some hot drink after dinner or during supper time...
Then I noe my stomach wil feel warm at least~~if not,sure cham cham for my stomach liao~~~

next,I dun felt well cos each time saw fren went bek hometown,means they r finished exam,and me~~~~
STIL STAY IN ANGKASA CONDO,FOR LAST PAPER OF FINAL!!!!!!(this's main point for this blog)
beh song!!!! no mood!!!!this time die again!!!
as my fren said,too free or busy also complained,but I'm wished be more busier,then wil hav mood to study.
Perhaps I'm like crazy one,like to bully by 'exam',but it's a way for me to study~~~better than now,always stayed in front of com,watched drama or on9~~~
but anyway,tat's all for my blog today,wanna take nap and soon go to my fren for dinner~~
hehe...cos my fren's invited me ma,sure I wil go one~~~88 lo~~~my dream,I'm coming!!!!! XD

disgusting~

can u imagine?one day saw 2 cockroaches,then next day saw spider?
is my room become jungle for the insect ady?haha~~~or even disgusting organism?
if saw ants,i stil can accept it,but cockroaches......
u saw it's 'running' when u wan to catch it,then once u can't catch it,it escaped and run away and touched ur hand....
ish~~~so so so disgusting~~~dunno wat's happening,recently i always saw cockroaches~~~
or they noe I almost hav sem break,wanna said good8 to me?hahahaha.....
when u r killed tat cockroaches,u hav to use a tissue paper to catch it(cos dun wan so dirty and disgusting),but when it wants to run,u hav to catch it again...if sometime u r too 'powerful',u r squeezing tat small little organism and can saw its dead body when u r killed it.....
geli kan?haha....this's my current disgusting job for these few days....
dunno wat's happening to them,but when i saw them,either kill or throw them away.....
sorry for my  violent action.....or u better dun appear in front of me....XD

be happy or not?

now am i happy?or sad?
mixed mixed one~~~
y i sad?cos tat thing remind me again,while chatting wif fren,i think bek tat scene and felt wanna cry again,somemore watched 1 hk drama,i got cried twice once i saw that scene...
I'm wondering y i so passive recently,but no reason,perhaps can't escape from those sad scene easily~
tat thing just happened 3 yrs ago,I have been told myself din cried except tat thing,I'm done it successfully...
but,sometime if I saw those similar scene,i can tel u,even me also can't control myself,tear just came out,like once I saw similar scene in 'laughing gor' drama,I am cried for twice.
If u noe me,then u noe wat's 'this thing'~my blog was passive here,but i wanna expressed it out to release my sadness~

fake?real?or mixed of fake and real?

have u been think of this before?

IS this person real one?r they lie to u?or just wanna take benefits from u?
For sure,u hav think this before.
Even now,perhaps u think of me too~XD
btw,humans' thought will change every sec,different thought for different individual.
I will think of the strangers who wan to hav fren wif me,'y they wanna be fren wif me'?
If just like normal condition,still can accept it.
but when there's something that make u r different wif them,tat time I wil hav such thought.
Can't blame me cos it's normal,this world is full of real and fake thing,even sometime grey area can be occur.
How can u confirm ur fren r real to u one?or treat u good but actually they r doing something purposely?
Perhaps I'm too passive here,but it's a feeling that I wanna share wif u all.
But at the same time,dun think all fren r fake,some of them are very nice one.
Even u r sick,will help u and sometime cook or take care of u~
try to find such fren,and try to alert of frens who purposely one~
By the way,just hav usual mind,dun always judge people.

When time comes,ur real fren wil appear in front of u and U sure wil noe them.
Luckily I hav such fren ady.Thanks to God who nvr left me and my fren.
So,R U meet such nice and real fren for u ady?^^

hill hiking....

• how was it related to my topic today?

got go to hiking before?noe u hav to go up first,then go down,then go up and go own.
u r repeating those action alternatively......
when u r going up,like u r aiming for something,climbing up to the top,the peak for pyramid....
but when u r going down,u r like  having something not as u r expected,going down to the stage tat u not realised or unwanted....
but u hav to noe,it's same like principle for our life,sometime u r so lucky,just keep on going up,but,sometime u r unlucky,just kept on dropping.....
it's like a balance for the life,u can't expected kept on going up or down.
so,dun always expected too high or giving over stress to urself.sometime if u r forcing too much,perhaps ur life wil just like going down from top of hill.......dropping,dropping,and dropping.....
but,if u r enjoying the life tat hav up and down,perhaps u can find something that very interesting and meaningful.....
so,dun just always forcing urself to go up and up,sometime u hav to rest a while ,and facing some challenge,and enjoying the challenge,u will feel life is meaningful~~~ ^^

hav u tried sadness before?
sure u all hav,unless u r not an organism....
sad,is a feeling that means u  r not happy wif something,or even sometime touching something or something remind u for that unhappy thing.
for me,sadness will always wif me.
but,i convert sadness to strong willing.
i hav 1 thing wil remind me of sadness,but can tel u,even fail for something have not make me so sad yet,but if tat thing is touched my heart again,i'm for sure can cry for u....
just now watched drama,remind me of tat thing again...
but,it's stil ok and my tear stil hang over and haven't drop yet....
more and more i said about sadness,sure my emotion become down and down and down.
so far nobody noe my real feeling for this,even myself sometime doesn't realised too,but wished there's one time if u noe about it,pls keep secret for it,dun let me noe that u r noe about it....

wat to do?wat to wait?wat to see?wat to?????

so many wat to.....
brain so blur,dunno wat to do~~~~
wat?wat?wat?
tried b4?full of 'wat'.....
apa buat????
so struggle?
then go to sleep!XD

roller coaster.....

sit for roller coaster before?
1 sec before u r very excited,then next sec u wil be very nervous,and finally u will be very relax....
so many for ur feeling,right?but,it's same for our life....

life,as i said before,is short,and the thing that happen,is like u r sitting for roller coaster,always full of surprise and something that u won't expected.
sometime life is very good,i mean like how r u expect,but next sec,u will feel very unsatisfied,bcos the surprise's came in,or sadness,or happiness that u din expect before.
it's same like roller coaster,always full of the feeling that u nvr expected.or full of the surprise for u~~or even meaningful thing for u~~
so r u still feel life is very unmeaningful?it's very short so u shall just enjoy the progression for ur life,perhaps now unsatisfied,but next sec u wil be very surprise what u get or doing.

'meaningful life' is on ur hand,it's depends on how u create ur own life.
either u wan it to be boring,or always full of surprise....
so,what to wait???just always enjoy or even create  ur own life,and dun complain life is unmeaningful.....XD

wat do u like?

ask yourself,wat do u like?
like food?
like to sleep?
like to play?
like to become innocent person?
or like to......
every person has different 'like',and different interest.
some of them like to become mature,some of them like to become naive.
like is a choice,no matter how u like,it's ur choice.
even u like to become devil or angel,there's ur choice,and also a thinking for a short moment.
for wat i means here was,no matter wat r u like to do,just do it.dun care how others r  thinking of u, just do wat u like without any regretful~
life is short,dun leave any regretful in ur life and be appreciated wat u hav and just enjoy it......^^

wat do u like?

ask yourself,wat do u like?
like food?
like to sleep?
like to play?
like to become innocent person?
or like to......
every person has different 'like',and different interest.
some of them like to become mature,some of them like to become naive.
like is a choice,no matter how u like,it's ur choice.
even u like to become devil or angel,there's ur choice,and also a thinking for a short moment.
for wat i means here was,no matter wat r u like to do,just do it.dun care how others r  thinking of u, just do wat u like without any regretful~
life is short,dun leave any regretful in ur life and be appreciated wat u hav and just enjoy it......^^

my luck never left me......

haha...finally!found a job.this time bek to hometown really a smart choice for me,to grant bek my luck and recharging my energy!!!!
yea!!!100% of ah heah is bek!!!!finally!!!sorry for frens who always caring for me,but,cos u all,i nvr give up until now!!!!!!!!!!!!thanks to u all to support me!!!
and for sure,thanks to my family always take care of me and always caring for me,perhaps u all like din expressed anything,but i noe u all r caring for me,worrying for me one.....tq,my family and my frens~~~ ^^

new lifestyle......

well,thanks to all my fren here...i would like to say,my real face is bek~~~real face?wat's tat???cheerful girl~~~
my appetite is bek,but,more choosy,means will choose better quality of food for myself~~no more ok ok only,upgraded a little bit,like MUST suit to my mood one,then i got appetite to eat~~~
why lei???perhaps afraid food at kl one la,so bad for the environment,not clean at all.....
ok,let's talk how well of my changes???first of all,yesterday night,ate claypot chicken rice wif family,super nice appetite!!!!!!!!!!!ate jor,then ate chicken leg 鸡脚,then drink soup,eat vege too~~~and drink herbal tea~~~nice appetite,right???hehe.....
then 2day breakfast,ate dim sum wif family~~~nice eh~~~got many dim sum,like 炸虾饺,meatball and many many~~~lunch ate campur one,like pau,fried food and others~~~unless my appetite will become better when bek to ipoh~~~cos environment so clean and better for me~~~memang bagus~~~u come to ipoh and u will noe it~~
my mood is bek,no more moody,or passive la...but bek to kl,dunno lo~~~this one u will noe it when i bek to kl~~unless my problem is solved,if not,still hav changes for my mood daily,like weather de~~~XD
btw,dun blogging anymore.wanna do homework and sleep~~~night night,everybody~~^^

blogging before bek to hometown.....

write wat???dunno.....XD
let me shared my feeling here again~~`happy.\?YES!!!glad???YES!!!excited??YES!!!!
so many +ve thinking here...haha.....but the more u r waiting,the more u r feel the time is passing so slow~~~~
ah~~~faster come la,my real time to leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bad for the timing of blogging...

always wrote it during midnight,harmful for my healthy~~~but wat  to do??sleepless....can't sleep....took too much nap ady....
hungry-ing...but sudah gosok gigi,dun eat liao...can imagine wat for my dinner today?just sandwich and milo...really break my own record day per day.....no more super nice food in front of me,just those simple meal.
can u imagine wat i think yesterday noon time?i think of,'dun wan study at here anymore'......just wanna go bek.....such thoughts kept on appearing in my mind.well,perhaps i beat by sickness,but at the same time,really felt like alone,or fighting urself,nobody help u...cowarD?mayb....but sorry to say tat,i'm very weak here,no more fighting energy like before u saw me,even spirit also almost disappeared.....serious?mayb....can't denied it...i can feel my spirit become weaker and weaker....like those 'dog who lose from fight'.....how can i handle final exam?more and more stress is coming on,and more and more worries kept on appearing in my mind.can i handle exam?can i find a job?can i become healthy again like before?just can say,kept on worrying.....
i always wished whoelse can help me,but at the same time,i noe i got no more energetic,wanna escaped from here,from this world!!!!!

craving for food......impossible!!!!!!!!!!!

can u guess how am I now???always eat???or always find food?or just got food in front of me???
haha....this's nvr happen again now,cos i'm so weak ady,impossible for me to hav nice appetite to eat~~~
can u imagine???when hav nice food in front of u,but u just struggle to eat...yea,u nvr heard wrongly here-struggle~~~~me  woh,ah heah woh,struggling for food????????can u imagine it???????????
like 2day dinner,i ate koay teow soup outside,even non-oily,not salty and not 'blackish'-cos sometime due to kicap,but i still need to struggle to finish it.2 reason:cos dun wan waste the food and money.haha...memang miracle for me use struggle for food,although it's not oily pun.
then lunch time,my fren got cooked porridge for me,not bad at all,unless i can eat for 2 dish la....then sure consume medicine for my healthy lo~~
haiz..struggling for food memang suffering for me.for person who love food like me and need to use struggling for it,can't accepted it.我接受不到咯！！！！

appetite ,appetite....miss home,miss home.....

noe my feeling here??if noe,pls hav a like here.haha....if dunno,nvr mind,let me sharing some thought at here...

first of all,i hav such feeling bcos i'm sick.u din heard wrongly.sick AGAIN......after recovered from such common sickness-cough,flu and sore throat,once again,kena food poisoning.i just can say,'wat's the hell coming on???'u noe ah,once i sick again,my body become more weaker and weaker,memang weak la..somemore hav to rush for assignment and then study for exam,lagi cham...can't rest at all after sick,the feeling like....hmm...how to say.like wan to kill ur life one.can imagine?if u r sick,nobody help u,u just tahan tat sickness alone,u will think of the person that really love or caring you...memang one.firstly i will think of my family....i just wanna bek home nia....let me recharge a little bit la...sometime very jealous for those people who r staying at kl,cos got family to care for them.people who staying at kl dun complain very bored at kl,or wanna lived independently at outside,those thought i had during the time at secondary school and even during form 6.but advised u all,when u r sick,u nvr hav such feelings again,u will wish to be at home,take care by ur family.am I stil dependent to family?yea,i can't denied it,but when u r super sick like me,sure u will hav such thought like me.so pls appreciate the time wif ur family,when it's time to go out for ur work or study,then u can just go for it and noe there's always supporting from ur family or any people that caring for u.

2ndly,i dun hav such appetite to eat.....surprisingly??yea,i so surprising for it....but once got food poisoning,wat to do???keep fit lo~~haha...stomach become lepek,and dun hav much appetite to eat.even hungry,after eat 'a little bit',memang full ady.eat everything also tasteless.kesian for me.....

btw,i wil bek to hometown on this coming fri,i wanna recharge bek my energy,and go bek to hav a nice rest before final.ipoh,i will bek to ur hug hug....^^

being sick not fun here.....

agree lei???well,felt guilty cos asked my coursemate to fetch me to clinic on midnight.But thanks to them too,if not,I would be like sick human here...btw,my mouth kept on producing a sound-it means kept on got wind coming out.can imagine it??haha..somemore felt stomach sudah lepek lo~~~and no appetite to eat.really a 'diet' for me...and guilty cos asked my fren to help me finish the assignment.next time i would be replace bek wat she's done too~~~wah....memang banyak angin.kept on got the wind one...and 2day i slept for whole day,cos once saw com,just felt sleepy or like pengsan,so just sleep lo~~~I'm starting to feel sleepy again,perhaps soon will sleep agaian...haha...thanks to my fren who are concerning for me, and for sure,my family who called me once noe i'm sick.thanks to u all~~~~ ^^

normal routine....

2day as usual,went for uni to attend the lecture from morning until evening...then 5pm got talk,super tiring....
talk is about conflict management workshop,not bad at all,but venue and arrangement quite bad.....classroom too small,facilities too lame and not enough paper about workshop to us....super bad at all....
this workshop sure bout conflict la,how to cause it,solve it and the effect lo~
eg: reason:fear,way to solve it:c.a.l.m c-cover the issue,a:address the matter l:listening to the others m:manage to the resolution effect:affect relationship
actually still hav a lot,but lazy to write only.lol....dun manage ur expectation to the others and give perception too.it will affect ur perspective to the others and may affect the relationship among others.
suddenly i got an idea in my mind:wearing dress on next week.....haha...curious ,right?but dunno suddenly  this appeared in my mind,so i wondering shall i wear it on next week?or coming week?or when outing time?lol....everything will happen naturally......XD
ok.tat's all~~i felt super tiring now,will take shower then and sleep soon too...:-)

once again....

I'm slept late again,but due to I'm slept off around 10pm something,then wake up on 12am~~~haha..memang like pig.so now doing assignment,but due to I wrote wrong info,redo again!!!geram hati!!!and I found super slow for my progression~~~memang slow~~~mostly I hav been hand up my work ady,but now,haven reached half yet!!!y???cos hard to understand,I surf so many net to understand it,and I found so confused for the points too...so......lambat la....
ok,dun wan talked about assignment.once again,my feeling.wat's wrong wif me?I felt so mixed for my feeling,like mixed ice la...ice kacang?haha...dunno how to express it....or worried too much for many thing?perhaps....but I noe wat's wrong wif me,just dunno how to say at here la....just can say,i'm thinking some thing or some people...'some'.......memang some la....u understand about it?haha..i dun understand too....
well,give hint to u all la.some refers to human,people.haha...understand???but u ask me think about wat?I will tel u when it's the time.when is it?hehe...secret for it.^^ let me think think first.XD
ok la,bek to assignment,struggling to understand about it and analysing it myself first.88~~~:-)

hey hey....

hehe.....who never saw me when wear spectacles??here a chance for u all to c la~~~upload for u all to hav a look,this pic i took it when bored for assignment.XD paiseh la...due to assignment,today din upload much for my blog,just special pic for u all to c la.special=ah heah's wearing spec photo

hav a nice day~~~ ^^

crapping time....

ok,nonsense time.about?dunno....haha..just speaking nonsense here la....
well,i'm almost recovered from sick ady.hehe..good news from me.^^
then,next plan for assignment and study for exam,normal routine.
next,find coop job asap.no time ady.
and then,enjoying movie all the time.everyday,except busy time.
next again,always sleeping on my lovely bed if hav time.
shopping if free la,and going for a new movie if so so so free.haha....possible or not???sure possible la....
and finally,I wan to sleep lo~dreaming for a leng zai or my favourite food nia....good night,everybody.^^

guessing time.....

guess wat????guess what am I going to talk now la....haha....dun wan guess???no surprise then.
haha...actually many to say here.
1st,quiz are over......left midterm,assignment and final.then y I so happy here?cos 2day just finished quiz,shall relax a little bit one...dun too stressful la.later even white hair also >>>>>(many x 100000)......haha...my style like this de la,if too stressful,u can't c a positive heah again,will just saw an emo heah.believe it or not?u dun believe it but i dun wan try for u too.blek........XD
2nd,craving for food.......cos....coughing....can't eat chicken....and after saw anime that about Patissiere,I just craving for cake nia.....cake,ah cake~~~~super love chocolate,cos it's sweet and give me a blissful feeling for it.....when i emo or down,sure eat chocolate one..super nice and my mood will turn from :-( to :-)......awesome,right???but this's my secret for food o~~~so everybody,after u all read this blog,please prepare a chocolate for me every time cos I can laugh more and become so happy one...hehe....r u dare to let heah sad??no,right???so prepare chocolate for me la...wat r u waiting for??go to buy 1(not just 1,can be many many many),give me once u saw me.....hehe....^^
3rd,enjoying anime and drama at the same time...hehe...super nice when u watched after ur exam...super relax la.....lol......XD
so............tat's all......and go to buy chocolate for me la..no matter wat brand it is,as long is chocolate,but not shit pls....XD

exam time is getting closer and closer.....

then...why I stil at here for blog-ing????lazy~~~~~haha..a little bit...but then,after revised for the material tmrw ady,just relax la...I'm so good ady,controlled myself away from com,to study first,then now enjoying entertainment.'guai',right???hehe.....good girl!!!!!
i'm felt better than yesterday,not cough until like lung wanna came out....XD another good new for me~~~hehe...
i told myself,once i recovered,MUST eat many many nice food,not just fried food,any food I like to eat..wah ha ha....hav to exercise again~~~it's ok for me la....and I will hav fight mood again once i recovered too...super strong willing tat time,later u saw it also afraid me liao...wah ha ha..now i still feel like lazy lei......
so,waiting for me ah~~~~hehe~~~~~~~~~~XD

what do u wan to hear from me??

well...good news from me,cos no fever ady,cos i kept on sweating yesterday....means my body temperature normal ady,cos mostly if i getting flu,i will hav pre-fever symptoms(like cold at my bottom leg part and my neck and forehead felt hot~~~but once i sweating,i noe i'm recovered or escape from fever ady...good news for me la..XD
bad news,at the same time,got 2 quiz in this week...sien ah~~even sick can't rest at all,this's very cruel for me..but surprisingly,i'm sick,right?u checked the time i'm writing this blog:1.57am~~~dun so surprise!!!i'm so alert now,dunno y,i din took nap too~~~i also curious y i din sleeping now,even i'm sick now.....and i'm listening to the music 'bonamana'....when heard that laughing sound,i memang spirited,cos damn funny!!!u shall go to listen or watch mv for this song,memang funny and become a case for u to laugh....lol...^^
ok,i shall bek for study a while,then i noe i'm started to become sleepy lo~~~sleep soon......

padan muka di sini...

why??cos even sick,stil out for movie la...so bad this girl ah~~somemore still hav assignment,quiz and exam to go~~~so lazy and padan muka la...then when bek angkasa,i went for a nap and woke up almost 8pm....then just ate low fat milk and bread for my dinner...unbelievable.....cos when reached angkasa,i was very hungry,but then still take nap...memang hebat la...then while eating dinner,at the same time,doing assignment...rajinkan??XD
almost 11pm sudah habis my part for assignment,i wonder how come I can finish it so fast one??haha..perhaps due to easier to understand,and i just wrote it using my own word,and then due to internet sources that lecturer not recommended,so i din wrote more from internet sources...perhaps tmrw go to library for the books and then copy the new info or sources from it....ok la..my blog become shorter and shorter,due to sick,dun wan write more ady..
So u all just wished I can recover faster,then can write more and new blog for u all...^^

first time blog wif sick smile here.....

very suffering here.....sore throat..and commonly,later upgrade become flu and cough...sudah biasa la...but u noe wat am I suffer????cos very painful for the throat??or can't breath???or even cough until like lung cancer???
nope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ans is i can't talk when suffering from severe sore throat or sickness!!!talk eh...even stop few seconds also wan my life ady.....u noe tat feeling???wah....memang like in the hell.....choi to say,if hav anything,can't seek help...ini memang bahaya.......memang betul la....
so,wat can I do??just drink more water lo~~~and take a good rest.and if u c my poker face,dun be surprise,i dun wan too de...pls forgive me tat time....and if i din talk to u,not dun wan,is CAN'T!!!!!!!!!tak boleh cakap tat time la....like now,even talked wif my fren,my fren said,u r like crying when u r chatting wif me...i said,wah...then my sound really 'sexy' la......haha.....sangat susah la....this moment very suffering one...haiz....if tat time when bek hometown sick better,but kebetulan wanna bek from hometown to kl then sick,really bad luck!!!!hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna fight u,bacteria!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:-)

felt so blur for my future now.....

this's due to no any news from the coop thing,or  even from cecs....seems like so blur now,tried for so many company,but they r asking me to wait only,or said will call bek u later.means there was unsuccessful la...really felt 100% disappointed here.means I become pessimistic now.no more thinking positively now....so down?yea....when u r rejected by more than 50 times,then u noe my feeling ady.got 1 sentence very true:nobody can feel how ur painful.....i'm suffering in this feeling now...really nobody can understand wat am I feeling now....if I just wanna work,can hav chance,but when related to internship,people r more reality....really felt hopeless here.....haiz.....who can help me????

merungut di sini....

why i need to say here again???cos....train was late again.suppose i can reach ipoh on 9.30pm,but due to flooding at kl central,i reached ipoh on 11.20pm!!!!!!noe how the big difference with both time???delay 2 hrs to reach home...memang sien...but luckily tat time met ucsi students that same journey wif me,told me not to wait there-tasik selatan la,went to kl central to c wat problem occured,cos tat time din stopped there and just passed by tasik selatan....we rushed to kl central and asked staff,she said went to rawang for the train,asked us to take bus to go there~~~luckily can rush for the bus,if not,sure can't bek here before 12am one...so kesian again~~run here and there,wasted my money lei.....haiz....tmrw go to complain again,c wat refund did they done.....
well,tmrw it's my day for interview.just wish myself good luck wif it and too nervous,be usual and make it like chatting time for me ba...^^

weather is so so so cold....

woah....for this moment,the weather is super duper cold!!!!!but I still dun wan sleep,still sit in front com,wrting blog here....and do some revision for the subjects as well and prepare some for my interview on this coming fri....well,i dunno how to prepare.I mean roughly noe what they asked,but dunno how to hav perfect ans or the ans that interviewer want~~~so,just roughly do preparation lo~what to do???
nervous?worry?sure have la...cos this's my 1st time for interview.....felt excited and nervous....I just can tell myself,dun so afraid,be strong and just do it!!!!just do it as usual,like chatting time,cos I like to talk,so just make it as chatting time ba~~just another real and some serious situation la....no matter how serious of that person,I believed I can one!!!if i can't handle this,how i'm gonna handle other kind of person???this's my real difficulty here....
and sometime world is unfair,give good thing to people that was smart or nice to the others...here the world means the place or result that people make...why need to be like that??Is it like I said before-human are not perfect,so the thing that they hav been done also not perfect too??this can leads to the bad feeling or behaviour for the human-envy,jealous,greedy,craving for something like money,power and people that they wan or desire.....so this's bring the more effect to the unfair world,make the environment so dark.sure hav white area,but honestly,as u r growing older,the world that u have been seen was impure again.....that's y children or small kids saw pure world or the world that din bring any impure contents inside....the more mature u r,the more worries u have....if u r showing childish actions,sure others sarcastic u one.but did they noe??sometime childish actions doesn't mean person is childish,just wanna further away from the mature behaviour,put away those stress or sad thing,just wanna enjoy be the time as a child.haha...once u r getting more mature,more worries will come to u,tat time u will jealous those people can do same like this.so r u still think those person r childish??please look carefully for those people,they r more awesome or more powerful than u,cos they r controlled those EQ better than u,and mostly they can become licik org.but dun too judge that person too much,sometime they just hav this mind,but just dun wan overstress,so they r choosen to be like this only,just simple mind,doesn't hav complicated mindset inside their brain...
dun too overjudge a person,and dun too care for their attitude,let it be ba~~~cos human r so complicated,u can think whatever adjective r them.so what for r u still judge them?wasted time.....just let it be naturally.once time's up,u wil noe who r them and what shall do for next.time will tel u and ur 6th sense will alarm u.so.what to wait?just go ahead ur work la...dun too care for human or those bad experiences~~~~^^

full of happy mindset now~~lalalalalala......

haha....really totally happy just now.u said why,why,why????

BECAUSE i'm got chances to interview ady...I have been tried many time to call and email my resume for the appplication of job and the internship or industrial training ady.....but finally.Thanks for god to give me a chance,got chances for interview.and one of them I got told them I'm a uni student who is still study for degree of biotech,and she said still hav chance for interview.....hehe..really damn lucky.
although there's no guarantee for me to hav job one,unless there's chance for me to hav experience to interview again~~although tat's not lab work,but unless work in clinic,not bad for me cos having chance in different field one..wish I can be successful in interview and try my best to do so.this's really fullfill wat I always think,'dun give up easily'.....as long as u hav those mindset u won't fail for something,sure god open another door for u.honestly,I have been tried many many time for my job ady.really wished that's the real door for me this time.
but at the same time,really nervous now for the interview and wished there's no critical question for me during interview in this coming fri......I'm wished myself that I can do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!can successful!!!!!I'm a strong person that can fight nervous!!!!gambateh to myself!!!!!yea~~~~~

'genius'.....

This word suddenly pop up from my mind-genius...as u all known,genius is a person who very smart and master of knowledge,can apply the knowledge well.I'm quite jeaolous them due to ability that they have-smart,mostly their IQ beyond 180~yea,just jealous,but not envy.this is becos the ability they hav was natural born and I hav another ability that they lack of.
that was master of EQ~~~haha....not saya sombong la,i mean master of EQ,just not easier to control by those bad thing,or pessimistic~~~mostly,genius will feel alone,cos they felt the knowledge or anything that they noe very easy,like easy job shj~~but they dunno their feeling not easy one,so u noe mostly they r sombong,the eyes r grown on their head one~can't blame them la,cos sometime parent's din teach them or genius r stubborn one~
if u r person that very hardworking to see newspaper everyday,u will c mostly smart people or sometime genius commit suicide,cos they felt the world is very easy for them,and like nothing to kejar,or felt alone due to people stay away from them(cos people think they r not same world wif them,can't talk wif them),so they choose a wrong way-suicide...this's  a sad case for them.I just can say,suicide doesn't mean anything.If u go to commit suicide,i can tel u-U R  A LOSER.u lose everything and lose ur personality.
god is fair,giv u 1 ability only,but not all,like giv u beauty or knowledge or even luck!~~but,u can't get ALL benefits,cos u hav to find ur own way to learn and search them,tat's y u r born.many people blame god if they can't do something,but did they noe???god send u here to learn something,of course some road is difficult for u,but u din noe,'no pain no gain'~sure u hav to sacrifice to get something.....so if u blame god before,change ur mind and shall thanks to them,and for sure thanks to those people that scold u,sarcastic u,or even bully u.cos due to them,u become stronger,more mature or even more smart.if dun hav those people,u can't grow up,tat's y u hav to sacrifice before getting something that very worth to u~

lastly,as i said,dun go to commit suicide if u r felt at the end of world,no.perhaps there would be another way for u~am I speak nonsense(suicide) here?no,i can tell u,i had a mind that wanna suicide before,cos abandon by fren before,but,my mind have been changed due to many thing that learnt and teached by family members,I nvr want to commit suicide  again if failure to something,reversely,I shall improve myself and challenge to the difficulty~not just beat by them,and would not give reason that u can't do it!!!U CAN DO IT!!!!
u nvr noe how beyond of ur limitation~just do it and try for many time~~~u will noe whether it's worth at all for u to do so~~~
like now,I doesn't give up for my academic,although seems like my results r very average,cos i noe my limitation-I can do it!!!!!this's thanks to my real fren who was wif me in secondary school,is her to support me and told my ability,If dun hav her,i would not study here again and melepak ady~~
SO,AS I ALWAYS SAID,JUST TRY FEW TIMES IF U FAIL FOR  SOMETHING,DUN GIVE UP.if give up,means u r lose ady,u shall not leave any regret in the world,shall leave something worth to u before u r getting old~~~ ^^

I'm a sleeping pig!!!!

walao~~~how come I felt so sleepy and dizzy at the same time while went out???means during lecture time or even eating too~~~u noe y??cos ah heah is sleeping pig,always miss the moment to sleep,just lie on bed,dreaming of some wonderful thing or even sometime just need to crawl on the bed!!!!lol...everything must do on the bed with sleep mode!!!!
like vampire lo~~~cos night active and daytime just nodding cos wanna sleep~~~~like 2day's lecture,I can noe my brain is freezing due to cold weather(cos raining and under air-con),so my mind really stucked there,wasting so many time to digest the points~~~~really stucked today!!!!tat means I have to put more effort for revision and study again,no more entertainment during weekend.I'm allowed myself to rest 2day,but not for tmrw and sun!!!!

gambateh again!!!!pergi bergaduh dgn points!!!!must beat them nia~~~~lol...

today was a wonderful or colourful day for me~~~

wah ha ha..2day i'm outing for more than 12 hrs,half day outside!!!!!haha...done wat lei????u all can guess la....like usual,shopping,movie,eating,and pasar malam!!!!wah ha ha...from 9am to 9pm something at night....i shall proud of myself one.....just kept on walking,eating and then due to more load to my stomach,toilet time...disgusting???hehe....human ma,exceretion ma....XD
shopping and bought a lot of thing la,clothes,movie,shoe and pasar malam for books lo~~haha..really so so so very very very satisfied ady....somemore movie for free~~~oh ya,starbucks too,enjoyed it due to voucher given by my bro.....hehe....really full tat time,then shopping and bought shoe.movie then shopping,and having lunch,then shopping again~~oh ya,ate snowflake before lunch.bagus!!!!!lol....then shopping again until night,finally pasar malam for books and supper,not dinner,cos pocket sudah berlubang... :-P
movie-'spy kids:time all the world'....free movie ticket,enjoyed it at pavillion.....and popcorn for sure....hehe......nice la....remind me the time when we r child.....like balik ke masa kanak-kanak...got a lot of sweets,and played whole the time,and sure ignored watever parents said....In this movie,remind me the hr wif parents,dad and mum...although dad was very fierce and seems like not too educated me,but I noe he's teached me wif different way,din voiced out only,supported me silently.....and for sure,the good lesson from this movie,'look forward,dun look backward'....no matter how bad or worse thing that u have been done,just forget it and step forward for ur future....the time will not stop or turn bek although u regret or wanna change the thing....perhaps can turn bek,but what for u change the past????just change ur present and future la...fate is on ur hand,dun miss it and give it to the others or god,hold urself tightly and smartly.....dun miss ur chance and ur fate.If not,u will regret about it.....and proud of the main female character-step mum for spy kids....still under the mission and catched thiefs although pregnant....perhaps a little bit kua jiong(keterlaluan),but admire her for her acting skill....funny la,as long as got some funny and touching scene....watched some scene that related to family and almost cried la,but still can tahan....handsome for the husband of step mum too~~hehe....and bought some animation AGAIN after movie time...hehe..sibeh gila org ini....always craving of animation!!!!!so bad......XD
then walked until leg pain.ok,rest and sit on chair lo~~~then walked again and shopping again!!!!so crazy for me and my fren,both of us went out continuously.....gilanya.....then bek tasik selatan for night market,i also proud of myself cos walked for whole day ady,even bek here so tired but still go for night market.....really gila and bersemangat...
funny part-when went to pasar malam by taxi,I told the driver for destination and speaked malay,cos thought he's malay.then i thought he 'sangka' me was malay,cos he's asked me 'R u malay?'...then i said no,he's asked again whether i'm Indonesian??I said no too,then i told him I'm chinese.then he's asked me chinese y said malay??tat time my brain very blur and i told him,'cos saya fasih berbahasa malay ma'.....Then u guess what ans he gave to me?????guess time..................................................deng,deng,deng....the ans was :'I'm chinese too,why u speak malay to me'~~~~~AH!!!!!!memalukan shj!!!!!embarassing!!!!!all of us laughing in taxi include my fren too...really paiseh and lak sek la.....haha...wat the funny thing that I have been done???haha....^^
really wonderful and tiring day for me today,unless spent for whole day outside but my pocket money almost habis juga....haha...but better just stayed at home whole day la,can become spiderwoman de....XD
sakit kaki now,need to massage them by myself,2day can sleep well again!!!!hehe.....nice day and wonderful for me!!!!!
tmrw will be a new day for me,cos starting to have class!!!YES!!!!can have normal student life again!!!so fighto,fighto~~~~gambateh!!!!'mada mada dane'......:-)

the smurf....I SMURF U~!!!

haha...everybody,got watch this movie?if u hav been watched it,pls clap hand for it.IT"S really a nice movie!!!!

told u all la,i'm not too willing to watch this movie actually,but after watched it,felt touching and it's valuable to watch it.

Is this movie childish?nope,this movie is quite interesting and unless meaningful la....

it's more about the family part,especially for those young couple la,that wif got pregnant one,the husband noe the principle behind tat given from papa inside 'the smurf' movie.....not bad,quite funny for some part,like the cat's laughing part, and one of the smurfs kept on talking non-stop~~~and i found tat the smurf that kept on talking lo,cos people always said same thing to me-eh,ah yoke/ah heah,can u stop talking???haha...when saw tat part in this anime(same sentence from the smurf),really laughing non-stop for me too~~~and clumsy not clumsy inside this movie...so weird?yea,cos some reason la,and he(clumsy) is a hero at the end of this movie....

I'm just learnt that sometime perhaps tat person seems like useless or stupid for u,but u doesn't no,if got unlucky time for u,nobody can't help u except tat person....so,how?din seek help from tat person,unless u wanna die tat time la..who knows???perhaps will hav same thing happens to u one,so din 'memandang rendah' for the human,or even any organisms....just look same level for all the people,be kind to them,dun hav 'duri' inside ur heart although u saw them like stupid or not smart,perhaps wil hav moment that u need their help.be fair to everyone~~~~i have been applied it since secondary school,perhaps sometime dun hav,but i will try to fix this problem la...and i got this lesson from my real and best fren one,this movie reminds me her again.she's my best fren since secondary school,just different uni and different badge too~~~mayb will say about more for my fren next time,now it's time for the smurf.XD

so,the thing tat u have to do is,be fair to everyone,dun look down to them.^^

that's all for my blog today,will kept on update my experience to share wif u all~so,just look forward to ur life,dun look down to every people,and if possible just help them.change ur attitude if u still hav those incorrect mind,improve ur behaviour and not to made it more worse.jia you ba....gambateh nia..

new days, new life, new semester

well...this blog is started again when i bek to kl~~~

as u all known,kl is  a big city and traffic jam here and there frequently.but this's not my main points here.
I'm studying at kl~~haha...just for fun only.bek to kl,means starts new semester again,so no play play again....
study smart and hard-apply for life forever,for other thing except study,just change 'study' only,can become 'work smart and hard' or 'play smart and hard'....haha...dun play play ah-phua chu kang....XD
everything seems like so weird when bek to kl,cos got almost 3 weeks at hometown,everything seems like so strange for me...
2day,no,should be yesterday,cos now is 1.50am ady...haha..i'm quite lucky,cos sit for free train(ets) from kl central to tasik selatan,cos staff inside train said nvr mind for me ,cos first time ma,suggested me to buy or change the destination when bought the ticket,i said very sorry cos first time bought the destination to tasik selatan,mostly kl central de...tat staff quite good la,she said no need charge me,but just this time la,no more next time...but for me very good ady,no need extra charge,better than none,somemore tat time is peak hr,sufe traffic jam for people in ktm,can't imagined if I took luggage here and there,and squeeze wif people inside ktm,tat time sure very suffered!!!!
and another thing,was morning saw china girl fight wif a guy,perhaps her boy fren or husband ba....in front of me and my mum,direction of 10 o'clock,so near lo~~tat time just push down the table and chair,very fierce la,even me also afraid she wanna break the table in front of us one....tat time was at market la,and for sure,after this incident,the auntie and uncle spreading the news lo~~almost whole day they r still chat same topic,about this girl,very garang,and guy din wanna left cos chatting wif another fren,very stupid la....become rumour lo~~~very fast the speed of rumour...i shall record down,and posted it into fb one...haha...but i dun wan become person that spreading those silly thing....XD
ok.lastly,encouraged myself,fighto,fighto.....steal the word from prince of tennis-mada mada dane~~~XD

suggestion for movie

well,once again,I felt like this blog is lesson ady...haha...the lesson tat I learnt was from movie~~~
if movie is romantic,sure I will watch,but will forget after some time,cos no points inside and no lesson there...but got one anime not just simple movie,i felt it's like lesson movie for me too.....
'Prince of tennis',which is an animation,from Japan one...childish??nope,sometime we can learn many lesson from animation too~~~FOr me,watching movie or animation not just for fun,or for ur free time,I believed that sure can hav some lesson behind those movie..If not,y they create those product for u to watch???
Like this animation,honestly,I can learn many thing inside.ya,got super long episodes,but inside this anime,got so many characters,sure behaviour also got different types...like honest,cool,funny and so on.perhaps u can find the person inside anime same like u one...haha...if u got this feeling,perhaps u can view ur own characters wif them,then change or improve ur attitude.....no matter how fake r they(cos just anime),but,u should ask urself,do u can do same thing like them?i mean attitude,u should learnt from them.I'm believed that so many people forgot their real feeling or pure behaviour,cos affected by surrounding or family or sometime money....If u watched this anime,not just for fun as i said,U should took some lesson and apply it to urself,change yourself!!!!!!
In this movie,sure got so many tennis competition,sure very gan jiong.ya,u can take this for fun,but I got lesson from competition.It's---dedication that showed by players in competition(participants),but sometime not just players,even supporters,also showed a good enthusiasm and dedication that always forgot or hidden behind all of us...perhaps I just saying something very common here,but u should ask urself too,'can u do same thing like them?'i can say'NO!'...no reason here,cos means that U r hidden or just giv reason that u can't or din do it....So,i shall take this as my lesson and change my behaviour ady....wat behaviour?perhaps apply to studies or work or just life...any chance that can do for my changes....in this anime,very touching for every competition especially when u watched untill the competition among whole country's players..It's very nice to watch and so many lesson inside this anime...
Yea,I seem like promote this anime,but,got so many lesson can learn and U can become touching for the scene.Y u din watch,right?it's ok that u din watch,then u can ask me for the lesson that I learnt and I can explain the logic and principles to u~~~^^
If u watching this anime,just enjoy it and u will understand the thing that i said just now.movie not just for fun,sure got some lesson inside too...