stress,tension,panic~~

lol...quite funny for description also.XD

ah~~for this moment,I'm stress lo~~~but not same situation, should be other matter.....'
stress+ boring + confused.....
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fish ah fish~~~~

one of the fish that i Knew from national geographic which is taiwan show,is 'ikan belacak'...
chinese is known as 弹涂鱼，花条，或花雕。。。。。
once i saw name is 花条,i felt so funny for the name.
Is it so cute??adorable??
actually in fact,its appearance quite 'cute' too...hahahaha...
not explained much about this fish,only appearance....
CUTE AND ADORABLE!!!
lol...
花条

when it's wanna going to one place to another place,its motion like flying on surface of sea water....lol..
fly ah~~~~

PS:sometime I'm felt like i'm a fish inside sea, which means only know to move forwards, but dunno dangerous is coming to my way too....and also felt so miserable for any move too.....XD

confused....

it's time for me to decide for my own road ady....
seriously,totally confused here...
dunno what to choose and which will be my better road...
once choose it,cant U-turn and go to other road...
so choose it wisely before u regret about it...
what to do?
only thing can do is think and think,find and find and find...
deep inside my own thought ady....
choose it according to my intuition perhaps. XD

black hole....

have u ever think of black hole which appear at outer space?
pls define 'black hole' in our (human) life~~~

for guys,black hole means some kind of way to attract girls, which means they are too charming, handsome or even cute~ (only as reference, dun ask me the reason)
but for me,
black hole is also a bad place in outer space which absorb all things no matter living or not into the holes...
other than that, it is also a bad place which can be occurred in our heart, absorb all feelings and make us become heartless person....
for this moment, I'm felt like i'm falling down into it and all my feelings all upside down.
Which further explaining that a big hole in my heart now, like wanted something but dunno what did I want...
besides that, it is also about all my happy experiences are flying away....
It might be too ridiculous now, but in fact I still feel of trapped inside black hole ady...

SO,
what's the way to escape from it?
I really dunno and still struggle inside black hole for this moment....
 black hole (which inside my heart now~~)