'genius'.....

This word suddenly pop up from my mind-genius...as u all known,genius is a person who very smart and master of knowledge,can apply the knowledge well.I'm quite jeaolous them due to ability that they have-smart,mostly their IQ beyond 180~yea,just jealous,but not envy.this is becos the ability they hav was natural born and I hav another ability that they lack of.
that was master of EQ~~~haha....not saya sombong la,i mean master of EQ,just not easier to control by those bad thing,or pessimistic~~~mostly,genius will feel alone,cos they felt the knowledge or anything that they noe very easy,like easy job shj~~but they dunno their feeling not easy one,so u noe mostly they r sombong,the eyes r grown on their head one~can't blame them la,cos sometime parent's din teach them or genius r stubborn one~
if u r person that very hardworking to see newspaper everyday,u will c mostly smart people or sometime genius commit suicide,cos they felt the world is very easy for them,and like nothing to kejar,or felt alone due to people stay away from them(cos people think they r not same world wif them,can't talk wif them),so they choose a wrong way-suicide...this's  a sad case for them.I just can say,suicide doesn't mean anything.If u go to commit suicide,i can tel u-U R  A LOSER.u lose everything and lose ur personality.
god is fair,giv u 1 ability only,but not all,like giv u beauty or knowledge or even luck!~~but,u can't get ALL benefits,cos u hav to find ur own way to learn and search them,tat's y u r born.many people blame god if they can't do something,but did they noe???god send u here to learn something,of course some road is difficult for u,but u din noe,'no pain no gain'~sure u hav to sacrifice to get something.....so if u blame god before,change ur mind and shall thanks to them,and for sure thanks to those people that scold u,sarcastic u,or even bully u.cos due to them,u become stronger,more mature or even more smart.if dun hav those people,u can't grow up,tat's y u hav to sacrifice before getting something that very worth to u~

lastly,as i said,dun go to commit suicide if u r felt at the end of world,no.perhaps there would be another way for u~am I speak nonsense(suicide) here?no,i can tell u,i had a mind that wanna suicide before,cos abandon by fren before,but,my mind have been changed due to many thing that learnt and teached by family members,I nvr want to commit suicide  again if failure to something,reversely,I shall improve myself and challenge to the difficulty~not just beat by them,and would not give reason that u can't do it!!!U CAN DO IT!!!!
u nvr noe how beyond of ur limitation~just do it and try for many time~~~u will noe whether it's worth at all for u to do so~~~
like now,I doesn't give up for my academic,although seems like my results r very average,cos i noe my limitation-I can do it!!!!!this's thanks to my real fren who was wif me in secondary school,is her to support me and told my ability,If dun hav her,i would not study here again and melepak ady~~
SO,AS I ALWAYS SAID,JUST TRY FEW TIMES IF U FAIL FOR  SOMETHING,DUN GIVE UP.if give up,means u r lose ady,u shall not leave any regret in the world,shall leave something worth to u before u r getting old~~~ ^^