super heavy feeling~

unbelievable,just now this feeling appeared during the time of watching drama and funny anime~~
but,it's the truth.
once again,it's related to the last blog,my best fren was leaving to canada for further studies.
now it's stil the time that she should be in plane,and haven reach canada.

And now I stil wanna continue for my blog here,let she ss la,now 2nd time blogging about her dah.
just now watching funny anime,suddenly my tears came out once finished read the carol's blog,cos got her photo.
yea,din saw wrongly,COS GOT HER PHOTO.

I'm a person who always easier to be get touched,or my feeling to be affected easily.
So once saw this photo,it reminds me that how closing r we during the time that she stil in m'sia,chat,study or crap.
I kept on thinking of her,it might be sounds like so strange here,but in my mind,once best fren that I had,then I will remember her or him forever.

SO she is leaving m'sia for her future and study,and I will keep on remember the moment wif her~~
once those memories kept on flashing in my mind,then my tears came out,non-stop,and just crying and crying,waiting it to be stop.

I can tell u,after incidents that happened to me last time,I told myself,wont cry easily,but those moment I really cant avoid myself to not do that,so,U should proud of this cos U r the one who can make me cried~~
(u know it cos i know u r reading for this blog once u read this)

this time,I know my best fren is leaving m'sia,and can see her after 1 yr le.
I know that can buy a  flight ticket to meet wif her,or asking her to come bek,but due to $$ problem,what I can do just always keep in contact,chatting wif her on9 only.
although we r knowing each other less than 2 yrs,but I know our friendship wont change easily.
cos u know my horoscope-Cancer,once recognized the fren,then wont betray them.
unless the frens r betraying us,then the friendship will broken forever.
So i can predict our friendship can last longer although we r at different country,cos stil in the earth.
and I'm wished here for her smooth road at there,wont affected by surrounding and find friends that can be helping each other at there.^^

(purposely put this photo for u to remember this blog.hehe....XD)

my fren~~really best fren~

well.
this blog about my best fren,ji wei~
thanks to her cos always accompanying me for the chit-chat and also wif me when i'm sad.
if no her,i wil be super kesian ady~~XD
but honestly,she's really one of the best fren that I met ever.
she can be accept all those real stuff,and whatever crap,but not bully her la,just something usual and to chat wif her.

u all will surprise,actually 1st impression to her was I hate her.
U all din saw wrongly,is HATE.
but tat time due to her poker face,cool cool face,macam sangat sombong,so I hate her la.

but after some time to know her,well,I also surprised to chat and crap super many thing wif her.
she's the one can be accept whatever behaviour from me.
I wont denied that I'm moody or emotional,but she stil can accept and pujuk saya while I'm upset or even just emotional for that time.

sometime I also cant accept myself like that,but most probably she can be done that,and as a fren,she really made a good connection wif me ever.
I would like to express gratitude to her despite of accompanying me for 1 yr if not mistaken.

but sadly to say,my fate ever was my best fren always leaving me to somewhere,hardly to wif me forr  more than few yrs.
It's a fact,nobody know it,but if u saw this blog,u wil know it now.

actually i'm a person who can be outgoing or sometime silent the most,not I wanna be like that,but actually something to make me be like that.
U would guess what's the thing produce such attitude?
I think i told u all ady if u really care me,so pls concern whatever I told u,the ans was inside the thing that I told u before.

back to topic,she's really a humble person.if she din voice out anything,mayb people who dunno her can forget about her,but for me,I really hard to meet wif such fren,so I wont forget her although she's leaving m'sia less than 12hrs.

finally,I would like to say,all the best and good luck for her journey to canada.
And,thanks to u be my best fren ever although we r just knowing each other less than 2 yrs.
TQ VERY MUCH,JI WEI~~~~~~
 haha,surprise this photo???let ur photo to be ur backside,dun wan c ur poker face.:p

I will try to be smile ever before u leave m'sia.anything can contact me de~~^^

pericardium~

oh~~~kena racun dah~~
even now also bout physio chap...
pericardium-membrane surrounding and protecting the heart~~

see what am I highlight here?
protecting~~

what is it related to my blog?
haha~~protect then protect lo~
what to be think of so big deal~

protect-every person will hav to protect themselves,fr dangerous scenario or even from something bad.
well...
this word comes out fr my mind cos I kept on thinking,protect really nice to all of us.
cos some of the musang even tell lie to u and u even dunno,and counting money for them..
wah...itu memang panggil musang,cos not professionalist or exprienced such thing will nvr know their real face..
secrets r always in our heart,no matter how U wanna keep,sure u can find someone to 'vomit' all ur secret,and tat time sure u feel more relief~~
be calm down,dun let feeling controlling u~~
I shall study psycho la,always writing those thing.
but got 1 person to advise me-U better dun study psycho,later u also become crazy person too!
AND....
IT'S TRUE!!!!!XD

tsunami~

first of all,I should said,good luck for those beachside people and penang people,wish tsunami wont come and ruin ur life~~
next,I am text-ed my family members who staying nearby penang,and my sis said felt shaking when shopping at gurney plaza~wah,if me,sure felt more terrible,heard so many people rushing out from the building too....
then my bro also replied me that he knew for the news,and i am advised him tat stay away fr beach too.
then his reply super funny...
Me: u better stay away fr beach,tsunami so dangerous.
bro: aiyo,if tsunami comes,then i run away lO~
me: u can run faster than tsunami?dun cheated la....
bro:if cant then i swim lO~~
me: swim??tsunami just kept on making people sink inside lo~how u swim?
bro: haha.then i climb lo~~

lol...climb can also comes out from his word,laughed die me la~~~
by the way, good luck for penang people,and wish tsunami news just rumour only....

complicated,complicated~~

nothing special here..
just bad news.
I'm having a complicate feeling now,not good,but bad...
suspected something,but wished that I'm thinking wrongly only.
anything that I seen was bad,not the good one.
crazy ever,passive things..
whatever I heard and saw,wil be not good for me.
what's happening?
hope just hormonal imbalance.
but I think of sure something happen make me felt that,my intuition mostly supported me until now.
and u dunno when wil I get explosion...
but once I got something wrong,that might be something wrong from u too...
be alert and stay tuned....