what to be first?
place?
location?
numbering?
position?
or?
intuition?
will be happy ever to be first?
will be sad to not be first?
will be disappointed to not to be first?
will be glad to praise be first?
will be brave to be first?
or even desperate to not to be first?
is it very sad to not hav first in ur life?
is it very happy that forever to be first in ur life?
is it the good thing that u have first time in ur life?
is it troublesome for u to not or to be hold the first?
first can be as ur wonderful thing in ur life,or nightmare to be in ur life....
everything has 2 faces,good or bad,depends how r u to think of it....
do u understand what am I saying?
u might not so understand for this blog,but just think of 'first' deeply or unless u noe my feeling well then u sure to be interpret what am I trying to explain now...XD
Tuesday 27 March 2012
Saturday 24 March 2012
worry~
worry,is a word that people doesn't like...
if worry too much,sure felt more thing to think and troublesome...
if din worry,others will think they r too free or too leisure...
but mostly people will bear in their mind,'what r u worry'?
well,sometime people who always taking care by their parents or guardian,they wont be worry so much.
just worry what to play,eat or how to enjoy their life.
but once u r independent person or even staying outside,u cant escape fr 'worry' ur expenditure,the important usual stuff that u wan,or even food too....
sometime even u worry for ur family members too.
it sounds like worry too much here,but how can u just relax at outside without thinking anything that beside u or even ur family?
unless u r cold-blooded,if not sure u will worry as me too.
sounds passive here?mayb,but just relieve what am I thinking about.
once again,I would said for all of u who staying wif own family,u r very blissful,cos do anything wif ur family,even sad or sick they will also take care of u.
but it nvr mean people who staying outside din blissful,just not blissful enough like u all.
for example,u stay 30days wif ur family,mayb sometime excluded 1 week that outing or trip wif ur fren.
but for us like outstanding students or even workers,we r just stay 1 week in a month or even lesser or sometime more worse case was 0 days wif our family.
is it a clear example that showing blissful for u all?
blissful here means just stay wif ur family,anything can just share wif family,without thinking anything that 'worry' u....
here it's a clear sign that i have a homesick,if u noe what situation that I had before,u will noe my feeling better......:-(
if worry too much,sure felt more thing to think and troublesome...
if din worry,others will think they r too free or too leisure...
but mostly people will bear in their mind,'what r u worry'?
well,sometime people who always taking care by their parents or guardian,they wont be worry so much.
just worry what to play,eat or how to enjoy their life.
but once u r independent person or even staying outside,u cant escape fr 'worry' ur expenditure,the important usual stuff that u wan,or even food too....
sometime even u worry for ur family members too.
it sounds like worry too much here,but how can u just relax at outside without thinking anything that beside u or even ur family?
unless u r cold-blooded,if not sure u will worry as me too.
sounds passive here?mayb,but just relieve what am I thinking about.
once again,I would said for all of u who staying wif own family,u r very blissful,cos do anything wif ur family,even sad or sick they will also take care of u.
but it nvr mean people who staying outside din blissful,just not blissful enough like u all.
for example,u stay 30days wif ur family,mayb sometime excluded 1 week that outing or trip wif ur fren.
but for us like outstanding students or even workers,we r just stay 1 week in a month or even lesser or sometime more worse case was 0 days wif our family.
is it a clear example that showing blissful for u all?
blissful here means just stay wif ur family,anything can just share wif family,without thinking anything that 'worry' u....
here it's a clear sign that i have a homesick,if u noe what situation that I had before,u will noe my feeling better......:-(
Friday 23 March 2012
yourself...
have u ever think of urself?
think of who r u?
how r u?
or which character r u?
honestly,i am sure all of u think before...
as after u r learnt something,sure u think of something...
cant denied wont lack of ur part to think as well...^^
but...
how about me?
did anybody think of me as well?
haha...i also dunno who am I ady...
but i can tell others one was,i nvr tell lie to others.
i always treat others as how others treat me.
if others treat me super bad,how can I still tolerate wif them?
sure all of u think of,how bad is it?
depends la..if touch my sensitive part,then u all sure no more residues...XD
but if u treat me as normal or better,sure treat u as how u treat me too la...
wont said i'm so good or kind,but i wont always like others,wearing a mask to know each of them
sure mostly the people wearing a hidden coat like in movie of harry potter,smile in front of u,kill u backside of u...
terrible but sometime u must get used to it,cos they r too bury inside reality,cant escape from the trap there...
and some of then hidden their humanity in their deep heart forever,hard to get it out again...
u might be think,then who still so good in this world?
sure hav,but u need to find urself.
perhaps tat person just look like bad guy,but actually he/she is a good person,can help u at all or din harm u lei??
sometime some person might look good as well,but mostly they r the person who always 'kill' u behind of u...
dun believe??
once u work or falling to some level like poorer than the others,sure u noe what the meaning of that...
but now,my teeth painful as well,afraid wisdom teeth...
so that's all for my blog.
88....XD
think of who r u?
how r u?
or which character r u?
honestly,i am sure all of u think before...
as after u r learnt something,sure u think of something...
cant denied wont lack of ur part to think as well...^^
but...
how about me?
did anybody think of me as well?
haha...i also dunno who am I ady...
but i can tell others one was,i nvr tell lie to others.
i always treat others as how others treat me.
if others treat me super bad,how can I still tolerate wif them?
sure all of u think of,how bad is it?
depends la..if touch my sensitive part,then u all sure no more residues...XD
but if u treat me as normal or better,sure treat u as how u treat me too la...
wont said i'm so good or kind,but i wont always like others,wearing a mask to know each of them
sure mostly the people wearing a hidden coat like in movie of harry potter,smile in front of u,kill u backside of u...
terrible but sometime u must get used to it,cos they r too bury inside reality,cant escape from the trap there...
and some of then hidden their humanity in their deep heart forever,hard to get it out again...
u might be think,then who still so good in this world?
sure hav,but u need to find urself.
perhaps tat person just look like bad guy,but actually he/she is a good person,can help u at all or din harm u lei??
sometime some person might look good as well,but mostly they r the person who always 'kill' u behind of u...
dun believe??
once u work or falling to some level like poorer than the others,sure u noe what the meaning of that...
but now,my teeth painful as well,afraid wisdom teeth...
so that's all for my blog.
88....XD
Friday 16 March 2012
felt moody?
omg...
I always felt moody???
perhaps I'm a sentimental person?
or just a moody person??
dunno....
but I'm confirmed one thing,once i dun hav enough sleep,sure felt tired and no mood at all...
so if I dun hav enough sleep,u better dun ask me for something,my ans sure 'No'.....
bad hor?but i cant control la,this's disadvantage for me lo~~~
i also dun wan de.....what for???
I'm wished to be good la,but u noe,human hard to be perfect.
If got such perfect human,u find for me,i sure will wan to as his/her fren asap.hehe....
sometime wish can be think lesser,or just let it be.
but i noe it's not work at all,mayb hurt for many times,or just can say that I hav good memory ba....
that's my crap thing.dunno what to say ady...sayonara again...XD
I always felt moody???
perhaps I'm a sentimental person?
or just a moody person??
dunno....
but I'm confirmed one thing,once i dun hav enough sleep,sure felt tired and no mood at all...
so if I dun hav enough sleep,u better dun ask me for something,my ans sure 'No'.....
bad hor?but i cant control la,this's disadvantage for me lo~~~
i also dun wan de.....what for???
I'm wished to be good la,but u noe,human hard to be perfect.
If got such perfect human,u find for me,i sure will wan to as his/her fren asap.hehe....
sometime wish can be think lesser,or just let it be.
but i noe it's not work at all,mayb hurt for many times,or just can say that I hav good memory ba....
that's my crap thing.dunno what to say ady...sayonara again...XD
Saturday 10 March 2012
once again...homesick~
have u ever been leave ur home or hometown 1 months ago???or even longer time??
for those outstation students or even workers,I'm believed that they r experiencing such feeling as me.
Perhaps u r went to camping before,just left for few weeks,even shorter time,but that feeling,not as touched as how I felt for this moment.
obviously,I'm an outstation student,left hometown 1 months ago,and always wanna bek home,but once think of 'reports,assignments or even exam',they r inhibited my mind to fly bek~~~or even the action which just buy ticket and go bek~
I wan to do so,but the repercussions r such heavier that I can't afford.
Meaning that I hav to catch bek all the thing that I missed or even dun hav heart to do such homework again after bek to kl for my studies.
If u r person who still stay at home until now for the study,no matter what study,as long as u r still stay inside ur lovely home and no need care about other thing,then u r blissful~~~
but I think it seems like u r very blissful,cos got parents or even other family members to take care of u,but honestly u r nvr go out to take care of urself without others r taking care of u.
i mean everything u do urself,wash clothes,cook,or even sick also take care urself.
mayb u do such thing even in ur home,but for this moment u dun hav any family members beside u,u just hav to take care urself.
any thing that u hav to responsible urself,no more others to help u for tat moment.(mean independent)
btw,this blog nvr show sarcastic to someone or even show off to u all.
this's my feeling for left hometown about 1 months ady~
felt like wanna bek hometown but still wait for my thing to come.
haiz~~wish it comes asap and then I can bek hometown nia.......:-(
for those outstation students or even workers,I'm believed that they r experiencing such feeling as me.
Perhaps u r went to camping before,just left for few weeks,even shorter time,but that feeling,not as touched as how I felt for this moment.
obviously,I'm an outstation student,left hometown 1 months ago,and always wanna bek home,but once think of 'reports,assignments or even exam',they r inhibited my mind to fly bek~~~or even the action which just buy ticket and go bek~
I wan to do so,but the repercussions r such heavier that I can't afford.
Meaning that I hav to catch bek all the thing that I missed or even dun hav heart to do such homework again after bek to kl for my studies.
If u r person who still stay at home until now for the study,no matter what study,as long as u r still stay inside ur lovely home and no need care about other thing,then u r blissful~~~
but I think it seems like u r very blissful,cos got parents or even other family members to take care of u,but honestly u r nvr go out to take care of urself without others r taking care of u.
i mean everything u do urself,wash clothes,cook,or even sick also take care urself.
mayb u do such thing even in ur home,but for this moment u dun hav any family members beside u,u just hav to take care urself.
any thing that u hav to responsible urself,no more others to help u for tat moment.(mean independent)
btw,this blog nvr show sarcastic to someone or even show off to u all.
this's my feeling for left hometown about 1 months ady~
felt like wanna bek hometown but still wait for my thing to come.
haiz~~wish it comes asap and then I can bek hometown nia.......:-(
Thursday 8 March 2012
bad~
how r u categorized bad?
bad means not good,abnormal thing that u can see??
yea,theory part is those meaning~
but did u think deeper of it?
actually mostly people think of 'bad' is unexpected result that u get.
for eg like academic results,mostly students think of their results r bad,cos they got results that they r not expected,but did u think further?
actually fact just they got minor or even decimal point from their expected result.
u sure think of why they need to think like this?
cos they r like to compare,cos they think they r lose ady,even sometime just a bit difference they also think 'bad' ady~~
then how about people really get a bad result???bad here means fail for certain subject,or even cant get an average mark.
so how u said for those people?worse??
for me,i would always said my results-ok ok la~
why?cos for me,not good or bad.
good here means really master of it,bad here means really the worse that u get.
i like this the most:grades nvr means intelligence that u got!
yes,it's the fact!
if u got such bad results,nvr means u r really stupid!
sometime u r just bad luck,but actually ur intelligence r hidden by the luck ady.
haha..i'm one of the example of this.
sometime I noe my intelligence not just limited to this line only,i noe I can go further away,so i nvr give up.
once fail,just keep on trying.
trying no need waste money,just waste a bit of ur brain to function only.
hard to understand?
mayb u nvr try for failure before,so wont understand much for this blog.
btw,dun over expected to something,sometime if u r relaxing more for the results,then u would be live more happily and enjoy the studies comfortably too.^^
bad means not good,abnormal thing that u can see??
yea,theory part is those meaning~
but did u think deeper of it?
actually mostly people think of 'bad' is unexpected result that u get.
for eg like academic results,mostly students think of their results r bad,cos they got results that they r not expected,but did u think further?
actually fact just they got minor or even decimal point from their expected result.
u sure think of why they need to think like this?
cos they r like to compare,cos they think they r lose ady,even sometime just a bit difference they also think 'bad' ady~~
then how about people really get a bad result???bad here means fail for certain subject,or even cant get an average mark.
so how u said for those people?worse??
for me,i would always said my results-ok ok la~
why?cos for me,not good or bad.
good here means really master of it,bad here means really the worse that u get.
i like this the most:grades nvr means intelligence that u got!
yes,it's the fact!
if u got such bad results,nvr means u r really stupid!
sometime u r just bad luck,but actually ur intelligence r hidden by the luck ady.
haha..i'm one of the example of this.
sometime I noe my intelligence not just limited to this line only,i noe I can go further away,so i nvr give up.
once fail,just keep on trying.
trying no need waste money,just waste a bit of ur brain to function only.
hard to understand?
mayb u nvr try for failure before,so wont understand much for this blog.
btw,dun over expected to something,sometime if u r relaxing more for the results,then u would be live more happily and enjoy the studies comfortably too.^^
Wednesday 7 March 2012
something meaningful~
yesterday I'm watched on call for 36hrs,there's one sentence i like the most:
羅蘭：一個人出世的時候坐嬰兒車，小孩子時坐單車，長大了坐私家車，老了就免不了坐救護車，到最後的一程坐出殯車。
this sentence shows that no matter how old r u, u still can sit inside the 'car'~~
any type of car is possible for u too~
for me,I can think that,we should proud of ourselves,cos sure got chance to sit for one of those cars,and no need to think others' car is better than urs.lol..(just for fun)
actually it's more to our life,from beginning which we r born,then till the death time,the car we sit one sure 'kereta mayat'~~
I just think of,our life so short,r we still waste our life for play,lepak,or even 'pikat gadis atau lelaki'???XD
i always like to appreciate my life instead of doing nonsense.unless I'm felt too stress,if not,I wil do something meaningful in my life~~
mayb I will read my book,do some homework,or going out to release stress~~
sometime entertainment is a way to release stress,or something meaningful to us~but dun too over is enough ady.
so I shall leave my blog now~~sayonara..^^
羅蘭：一個人出世的時候坐嬰兒車，小孩子時坐單車，長大了坐私家車，老了就免不了坐救護車，到最後的一程坐出殯車。
this sentence shows that no matter how old r u, u still can sit inside the 'car'~~
any type of car is possible for u too~
for me,I can think that,we should proud of ourselves,cos sure got chance to sit for one of those cars,and no need to think others' car is better than urs.lol..(just for fun)
actually it's more to our life,from beginning which we r born,then till the death time,the car we sit one sure 'kereta mayat'~~
I just think of,our life so short,r we still waste our life for play,lepak,or even 'pikat gadis atau lelaki'???XD
i always like to appreciate my life instead of doing nonsense.unless I'm felt too stress,if not,I wil do something meaningful in my life~~
mayb I will read my book,do some homework,or going out to release stress~~
sometime entertainment is a way to release stress,or something meaningful to us~but dun too over is enough ady.
so I shall leave my blog now~~sayonara..^^
3am now~
woah~
what am I doing now?
others r getting into their sweet dream,or just lie on bed and sleep~~
but I'm still blogging here ???crazy ah???
haha~~dunno why recently felt so energetic after 12am,then i can stay until this moment.xd
somemore just now watched some romantic scene in dream high 2!!!
woohoo~~
this time theme for the competition was 'proposal'~~
unpredictable story is came out,and those characters,really professional actors la~~~
somemore the scene really romantic anc interesting~~~
I'm wondering how was the story for next episode,make me felt more excited and insomnia only.lol...
seems like now a bit tired la,cos crap some nonsense in blog,so going to my lovely bed too~~~
bed,bed,i'm coming to ur hug~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^
what am I doing now?
others r getting into their sweet dream,or just lie on bed and sleep~~
but I'm still blogging here ???crazy ah???
haha~~dunno why recently felt so energetic after 12am,then i can stay until this moment.xd
somemore just now watched some romantic scene in dream high 2!!!
woohoo~~
this time theme for the competition was 'proposal'~~
unpredictable story is came out,and those characters,really professional actors la~~~
somemore the scene really romantic anc interesting~~~
I'm wondering how was the story for next episode,make me felt more excited and insomnia only.lol...
seems like now a bit tired la,cos crap some nonsense in blog,so going to my lovely bed too~~~
bed,bed,i'm coming to ur hug~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^
Sunday 4 March 2012
perspective of life~
theory time again~~~
second sentence means the ability that u had like when having pregnancy,it needs time to figure it out and others can be noe it~~
true,right???
i like the first sentence the most!
r u tried before that beat by someone,or failure to do something??
then r u give up?or continue to do or improve it???
well,i should said,no matter which attitude do u have,u shall having some kind of better attitude for the future.
for me,honestly,i always beat by someone no matter study,competition,or even appearance~
but,did i give up easily??
yeah,sometime~~
depends on what is it~
mostly I will just give up,or just leave it there,or even sometime just run away from it!!
these kind of attitude is the worse that i had~
but for this moment, I wil tell myself,no such thing again~
and I shall bear these 2 sentence in my mind,and kept on practising it!!!
first thing that I would like to do,was improving my results!!!
seriously,the results that i got for this semester,was breaking my record ady!!!
我不甘心！！！！
why others can do it but I can't???????????
why???????????
so,scold me if see me lazy!!!!
i'm giving u the chance to scold me,rather than this moment then u won't have chance anymore~~XD
so what to wait now??
do report and faster study la....phew phew~~~~~~~~on the button and fly to sky~~~~~~~~~lol...(joking)^^
- 如果受了重击后便一蹶不振，那么你只能永远趴在胜利者的脚下。
- 怀才就像怀孕，时间久了会让人看出来.(both of them from sit chew jit poh~)
second sentence means the ability that u had like when having pregnancy,it needs time to figure it out and others can be noe it~~
true,right???
i like the first sentence the most!
r u tried before that beat by someone,or failure to do something??
then r u give up?or continue to do or improve it???
well,i should said,no matter which attitude do u have,u shall having some kind of better attitude for the future.
for me,honestly,i always beat by someone no matter study,competition,or even appearance~
but,did i give up easily??
yeah,sometime~~
depends on what is it~
mostly I will just give up,or just leave it there,or even sometime just run away from it!!
these kind of attitude is the worse that i had~
but for this moment, I wil tell myself,no such thing again~
and I shall bear these 2 sentence in my mind,and kept on practising it!!!
first thing that I would like to do,was improving my results!!!
seriously,the results that i got for this semester,was breaking my record ady!!!
我不甘心！！！！
why others can do it but I can't???????????
why???????????
so,scold me if see me lazy!!!!
i'm giving u the chance to scold me,rather than this moment then u won't have chance anymore~~XD
so what to wait now??
do report and faster study la....phew phew~~~~~~~~on the button and fly to sky~~~~~~~~~lol...(joking)^^
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