Sunday 30 October 2011

start to work soon~~~

still left 1 day for me to rest,then,I hav to start to work lu~~~
everyday hav to wake up on 6am something,then leave home around 7.30 am,then go to workplace lo~~~
co my working hour starts on 8am,the journey from my home to workplace around 20mins.....max 30 mins la...hehe....
btw,first day work,i sure will go there early one,in case I will lost or miss out anything...hav to impress the employer wat,giv good impression,not bad one...^^
tmrw I hav to wake up early,check out the transport ok or not,then the clothing,and well prepared for my first day internship on next day....
all the best to my coursemate and fren who are same like me....be enjoy in the work ba!!!! ^^

Saturday 29 October 2011

hey hey...stayed tuned for my new look la~~



ho ho....my new look la~~
short kan?perhaps not so nice,but I'm satisfied to it ady.
anyway,pls comment about it if u felt anything to say~~ ^^

coming soon~~

what's coming soon???
news?
experience?
or feeling??
hehe....
just stayed tuned......
coming soon~~~ ^^

Thursday 27 October 2011

wonderful day at my hometown~~

lol..unbelievable that I'm slept for more than 12hrs today,memang like pig 2day...
even my fren's dated me i also din go,cos 1 reason-sleep!!!!lol....
super tiring yesterday,somemore 1day before din sleep well,can be said that totally din sleep~~~~
haha...super crazy for me 2day....
but nice la,sleep,eat,play,on9 at home woh~~~who dun wan lei????
hehe....and then planning tmrw wat to do liao~~~~
so,I will start to become lazy to blog liao....dun blame me,perhaps if got anything special or interesting,I will blog la...hehe...XD
stay tuned..^^

Wednesday 26 October 2011

exam ends,mean start my new wonderful life~~~

first,hav to congratulations to me and all of my fren that same fate like me,finished the final exam on this sem!!!!!!
then,2 months holidays are waiting for me~~~~hehehehhehe.....
although hav internship,but having job at my hometown better than kl....
this's because:
(a) expenditure
(b) transport
(c) food
(d) time spending to reach destination and bek home
perhaps u will say i'm still homesick or naive,but due to economic crisis and financial problem,if possible to save money then save money....
since I'm still fresh for work according to course that I'm studying,but if hav any company that hired me then I shall go there ady....(perhaps a little bit money-centred la)XD
happiest thing was:finally can bek hometown to hav a rest,must maintain better lifestyle and make my body healthy again!!!!hahahahhahahaha....:-)

Sunday 23 October 2011

shall I change new phone?

today my phone suddenly blackout when I came out from shower in the morning~
I am tried to switch on phone again and also tried to charge the phone again,but it did not work,stil can't on.
Then,I went to phone shop at giant one to let the staff fix.
he's changed the battery but stil not work,but when charged the phone for me,it's worked!!!!!finallY~`
but I still wonder is it shows that there's a symptom that soon will hav big problem for my phone???is it???
Sometime I would think,change a new phone then this prob would not occur again~
but at the same time,it means my pocket money hav to say 'bye bye' to me again~~~
oh~~~~~so hard to make a choice!!!!memang!!!!
not me kedekut,but u hav to noe the money very important to me,cos if no them,I can't survive all the day.
SO i would save money for urgent use,if just like those stuff not so important one,I would not use the money for such thing.......
So I think will use the money when my phone really dun wan me~~~

At the same time,another thing worried me again~
I'M WONDERING CAN'T FINISH WHOLE CHAPTER FOR THE EXAM!!!!!ah!!!!1very worried now!!!!
can I finish it on time???if can't,how am I gonna survive????

toilet sucks=mind sucks???

well,once again,toilet bowl in my unit always suck again,like once for daily lei~~~
luckily once pumped it,nothing at all,but always do like this also sien~sucks for housemates too,can't fix problem as well,always depends on me(only girl) to fix problem!!!!
wat the???I'm a girl lei~~~but I can fix problem,but don't u???haiz~~~
at the same time,also felt mind lag lag,info in here and out there~haha...how can I sit for exam if like that?
and for sure,internet line also like so lag for 2day!!!!!
wat the hell for today???everything suck,or jam,or even stuck here and there!!!ish!!!!beh song,beh song!!!!
shall I pray pray lei???make it as smooth as I wan,or even as smart as I can,or everything will be fine as well???
SHALL I?????AM I????DO I????
btw,everything suck today,memang suck!!!
I felt agressive until wanna said some rude words here!
paiseh,if u felt me rude here,it's not my choice,but my feeling can't control me to be not so gentle now!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Y SO UNLUCKY 2DAY?????????????????????????????????????????

Saturday 22 October 2011

worries~~~~

worry,worry,worry~~~~
worry about???
exam,clothing on first day of coop,health condition these few days~~~and so many worries....
so many worries,right?
but i'm wondering why I hav to worry so much?
perhaps my mind too used to worry thing?or think too much?
I also dunno,but I just noe once I hav my mind to analysis and remember thing,I kept on worry thing....
got pro and cons la....but I sure said disadvantages more~~cos soon u will c my hair become white ady....
now I'm worrying for my exam,haven finished half yet,and my mood belum balik lagi~this's main point now!!!
sibeh die for this sem!!!not just for result,also for my mood too~~~
totally like weather for my mood,changing all the time stil ok,but like weather for these few days-raining~
my mood always full of black cloud,not yet explode,but seems like wanna raining soon~~~
bad,bad,bad~~~~:-(
what can I do besides kept on bury inside book or note?
then how could I change my mind to 'not worry so much'???
TELL ME HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday 21 October 2011

health condition~

Am I fine now?no~~~y???
COs I felt super tiring now,and dunno wat's happening for stomach~~~
I felt my stomach like so empty,and a little bit painful~~sometime got 'angin' came out from my mouth~~
Is that mean I'm suffering gastric?but impossible eh,i got ate each meal like usual~~
Perhaps at night will drink some hot drink after dinner or during supper time...
Then I noe my stomach wil feel warm at least~~if not,sure cham cham for my stomach liao~~~

next,I dun felt well cos each time saw fren went bek hometown,means they r finished exam,and me~~~~
STIL STAY IN ANGKASA CONDO,FOR LAST PAPER OF FINAL!!!!!!(this's main point for this blog)
beh song!!!! no mood!!!!this time die again!!!
as my fren said,too free or busy also complained,but I'm wished be more busier,then wil hav mood to study.
Perhaps I'm like crazy one,like to bully by 'exam',but it's a way for me to study~~~better than now,always stayed in front of com,watched drama or on9~~~
but anyway,tat's all for my blog today,wanna take nap and soon go to my fren for dinner~~
hehe...cos my fren's invited me ma,sure I wil go one~~~88 lo~~~my dream,I'm coming!!!!! XD

Thursday 20 October 2011

disgusting~

can u imagine?one day saw 2 cockroaches,then next day saw spider?
is my room become jungle for the insect ady?haha~~~or even disgusting organism?
if saw ants,i stil can accept it,but cockroaches......
u saw it's 'running' when u wan to catch it,then once u can't catch it,it escaped and run away and touched ur hand....
ish~~~so so so disgusting~~~dunno wat's happening,recently i always saw cockroaches~~~
or they noe I almost hav sem break,wanna said good8 to me?hahahaha.....
when u r killed tat cockroaches,u hav to use a tissue paper to catch it(cos dun wan so dirty and disgusting),but when it wants to run,u hav to catch it again...if sometime u r too 'powerful',u r squeezing tat small little organism and can saw its dead body when u r killed it.....
geli kan?haha....this's my current disgusting job for these few days....
dunno wat's happening to them,but when i saw them,either kill or throw them away.....
sorry for my  violent action.....or u better dun appear in front of me....XD

Wednesday 19 October 2011

be happy or not?

now am i happy?or sad?
mixed mixed one~~~
y i sad?cos tat thing remind me again,while chatting wif fren,i think bek tat scene and felt wanna cry again,somemore watched 1 hk drama,i got cried twice once i saw that scene...
I'm wondering y i so passive recently,but no reason,perhaps can't escape from those sad scene easily~
tat thing just happened 3 yrs ago,I have been told myself din cried except tat thing,I'm done it successfully...
but,sometime if I saw those similar scene,i can tel u,even me also can't control myself,tear just came out,like once I saw similar scene in 'laughing gor' drama,I am cried for twice.
If u noe me,then u noe wat's 'this thing'~my blog was passive here,but i wanna expressed it out to release my sadness~

Monday 17 October 2011

fake?real?or mixed of fake and real?

have u been think of this before?

IS this person real one?r they lie to u?or just wanna take benefits from u?
For sure,u hav think this before.
Even now,perhaps u think of me too~XD
btw,humans' thought will change every sec,different thought for different individual.
I will think of the strangers who wan to hav fren wif me,'y they wanna be fren wif me'?
If just like normal condition,still can accept it.
but when there's something that make u r different wif them,tat time I wil hav such thought.
Can't blame me cos it's normal,this world is full of real and fake thing,even sometime grey area can be occur.
How can u confirm ur fren r real to u one?or treat u good but actually they r doing something purposely?
Perhaps I'm too passive here,but it's a feeling that I wanna share wif u all.
But at the same time,dun think all fren r fake,some of them are very nice one.
Even u r sick,will help u and sometime cook or take care of u~
try to find such fren,and try to alert of frens who purposely one~
By the way,just hav usual mind,dun always judge people.

When time comes,ur real fren wil appear in front of u and U sure wil noe them.
Luckily I hav such fren ady.Thanks to God who nvr left me and my fren.
So,R U meet such nice and real fren for u ady?^^

Sunday 16 October 2011

hill hiking....

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got go to hiking before?noe u hav to go up first,then go down,then go up and go own.
u r repeating those action alternatively......
when u r going up,like u r aiming for something,climbing up to the top,the peak for pyramid....
but when u r going down,u r like  having something not as u r expected,going down to the stage tat u not realised or unwanted....
but u hav to noe,it's same like principle for our life,sometime u r so lucky,just keep on going up,but,sometime u r unlucky,just kept on dropping.....
it's like a balance for the life,u can't expected kept on going up or down.
so,dun always expected too high or giving over stress to urself.sometime if u r forcing too much,perhaps ur life wil just like going down from top of hill.......dropping,dropping,and dropping.....
but,if u r enjoying the life tat hav up and down,perhaps u can find something that very interesting and meaningful.....
so,dun just always forcing urself to go up and up,sometime u hav to rest a while ,and facing some challenge,and enjoying the challenge,u will feel life is meaningful~~~ ^^

hav u tried sadness before?
sure u all hav,unless u r not an organism....
sad,is a feeling that means u  r not happy wif something,or even sometime touching something or something remind u for that unhappy thing.
for me,sadness will always wif me.
but,i convert sadness to strong willing.
i hav 1 thing wil remind me of sadness,but can tel u,even fail for something have not make me so sad yet,but if tat thing is touched my heart again,i'm for sure can cry for u....
just now watched drama,remind me of tat thing again...
but,it's stil ok and my tear stil hang over and haven't drop yet....
more and more i said about sadness,sure my emotion become down and down and down.
so far nobody noe my real feeling for this,even myself sometime doesn't realised too,but wished there's one time if u noe about it,pls keep secret for it,dun let me noe that u r noe about it....

Saturday 15 October 2011

wat to do?wat to wait?wat to see?wat to?????

so many wat to.....
brain so blur,dunno wat to do~~~~
wat?wat?wat?
tried b4?full of 'wat'.....
apa buat????
so struggle?
then go to sleep!XD

Wednesday 12 October 2011

roller coaster.....

sit for roller coaster before?
1 sec before u r very excited,then next sec u wil be very nervous,and finally u will be very relax....
so many for ur feeling,right?but,it's same for our life....

life,as i said before,is short,and the thing that happen,is like u r sitting for roller coaster,always full of surprise and something that u won't expected.
sometime life is very good,i mean like how r u expect,but next sec,u will feel very unsatisfied,bcos the surprise's came in,or sadness,or happiness that u din expect before.
it's same like roller coaster,always full of the feeling that u nvr expected.or full of the surprise for u~~or even meaningful thing for u~~
so r u still feel life is very unmeaningful?it's very short so u shall just enjoy the progression for ur life,perhaps now unsatisfied,but next sec u wil be very surprise what u get or doing.

'meaningful life' is on ur hand,it's depends on how u create ur own life.
either u wan it to be boring,or always full of surprise....
so,what to wait???just always enjoy or even create  ur own life,and dun complain life is unmeaningful.....XD

Tuesday 11 October 2011

wat do u like?

ask yourself,wat do u like?
like food?
like to sleep?
like to play?
like to become innocent person?
or like to......
every person has different 'like',and different interest.
some of them like to become mature,some of them like to become naive.
like is a choice,no matter how u like,it's ur choice.
even u like to become devil or angel,there's ur choice,and also a thinking for a short moment.
for wat i means here was,no matter wat r u like to do,just do it.dun care how others r  thinking of u, just do wat u like without any regretful~
life is short,dun leave any regretful in ur life and be appreciated wat u hav and just enjoy it......^^

wat do u like?

ask yourself,wat do u like?
like food?
like to sleep?
like to play?
like to become innocent person?
or like to......
every person has different 'like',and different interest.
some of them like to become mature,some of them like to become naive.
like is a choice,no matter how u like,it's ur choice.
even u like to become devil or angel,there's ur choice,and also a thinking for a short moment.
for wat i means here was,no matter wat r u like to do,just do it.dun care how others r  thinking of u, just do wat u like without any regretful~
life is short,dun leave any regretful in ur life and be appreciated wat u hav and just enjoy it......^^

Monday 10 October 2011

my luck never left me......

haha...finally!found a job.this time bek to hometown really a smart choice for me,to grant bek my luck and recharging my energy!!!!
yea!!!100% of ah heah is bek!!!!finally!!!sorry for frens who always caring for me,but,cos u all,i nvr give up until now!!!!!!!!!!!!thanks to u all to support me!!!
and for sure,thanks to my family always take care of me and always caring for me,perhaps u all like din expressed anything,but i noe u all r caring for me,worrying for me one.....tq,my family and my frens~~~ ^^

new lifestyle......

well,thanks to all my fren here...i would like to say,my real face is bek~~~real face?wat's tat???cheerful girl~~~
my appetite is bek,but,more choosy,means will choose better quality of food for myself~~no more ok ok only,upgraded a little bit,like MUST suit to my mood one,then i got appetite to eat~~~
why lei???perhaps afraid food at kl one la,so bad for the environment,not clean at all.....
ok,let's talk how well of my changes???first of all,yesterday night,ate claypot chicken rice wif family,super nice appetite!!!!!!!!!!!ate jor,then ate chicken leg 鸡脚,then drink soup,eat vege too~~~and drink herbal tea~~~nice appetite,right???hehe.....
then 2day breakfast,ate dim sum wif family~~~nice eh~~~got many dim sum,like 炸虾饺,meatball and many many~~~lunch ate campur one,like pau,fried food and others~~~unless my appetite will become better when bek to ipoh~~~cos environment so clean and better for me~~~memang bagus~~~u come to ipoh and u will noe it~~
my mood is bek,no more moody,or passive la...but bek to kl,dunno lo~~~this one u will noe it when i bek to kl~~unless my problem is solved,if not,still hav changes for my mood daily,like weather de~~~XD
btw,dun blogging anymore.wanna do homework and sleep~~~night night,everybody~~^^

Friday 7 October 2011

blogging before bek to hometown.....

write wat???dunno.....XD
let me shared my feeling here again~~`happy.\?YES!!!glad???YES!!!excited??YES!!!!
so many +ve thinking here...haha.....but the more u r waiting,the more u r feel the time is passing so slow~~~~
ah~~~faster come la,my real time to leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bad for the timing of blogging...

always wrote it during midnight,harmful for my healthy~~~but wat  to do??sleepless....can't sleep....took too much nap ady....
hungry-ing...but sudah gosok gigi,dun eat liao...can imagine wat for my dinner today?just sandwich and milo...really break my own record day per day.....no more super nice food in front of me,just those simple meal.
can u imagine wat i think yesterday noon time?i think of,'dun wan study at here anymore'......just wanna go bek.....such thoughts kept on appearing in my mind.well,perhaps i beat by sickness,but at the same time,really felt like alone,or fighting urself,nobody help u...cowarD?mayb....but sorry to say tat,i'm very weak here,no more fighting energy like before u saw me,even spirit also almost disappeared.....serious?mayb....can't denied it...i can feel my spirit become weaker and weaker....like those 'dog who lose from fight'.....how can i handle final exam?more and more stress is coming on,and more and more worries kept on appearing in my mind.can i handle exam?can i find a job?can i become healthy again like before?just can say,kept on worrying.....
i always wished whoelse can help me,but at the same time,i noe i got no more energetic,wanna escaped from here,from this world!!!!!

Wednesday 5 October 2011

craving for food......impossible!!!!!!!!!!!

can u guess how am I now???always eat???or always find food?or just got food in front of me???
haha....this's nvr happen again now,cos i'm so weak ady,impossible for me to hav nice appetite to eat~~~
can u imagine???when hav nice food in front of u,but u just struggle to eat...yea,u nvr heard wrongly here-struggle~~~~me  woh,ah heah woh,struggling for food????????can u imagine it???????????
like 2day dinner,i ate koay teow soup outside,even non-oily,not salty and not 'blackish'-cos sometime due to kicap,but i still need to struggle to finish it.2 reason:cos dun wan waste the food and money.haha...memang miracle for me use struggle for food,although it's not oily pun.
then lunch time,my fren got cooked porridge for me,not bad at all,unless i can eat for 2 dish la....then sure consume medicine for my healthy lo~~
haiz..struggling for food memang suffering for me.for person who love food like me and need to use struggling for it,can't accepted it.我接受不到咯!!!!

appetite ,appetite....miss home,miss home.....

noe my feeling here??if noe,pls hav a like here.haha....if dunno,nvr mind,let me sharing some thought at here...
first of all,i hav such feeling bcos i'm sick.u din heard wrongly.sick AGAIN......after recovered from such common sickness-cough,flu and sore throat,once again,kena food poisoning.i just can say,'wat's the hell coming on???'u noe ah,once i sick again,my body become more weaker and weaker,memang weak la..somemore hav to rush for assignment and then study for exam,lagi cham...can't rest at all after sick,the feeling like....hmm...how to say.like wan to kill ur life one.can imagine?if u r sick,nobody help u,u just tahan tat sickness alone,u will think of the person that really love or caring you...memang one.firstly i will think of my family....i just wanna bek home nia....let me recharge a little bit la...sometime very jealous for those people who r staying at kl,cos got family to care for them.people who staying at kl dun complain very bored at kl,or wanna lived independently at outside,those thought i had during the time at secondary school and even during form 6.but advised u all,when u r sick,u nvr hav such feelings again,u will wish to be at home,take care by ur family.am I stil dependent to family?yea,i can't denied it,but when u r super sick like me,sure u will hav such thought like me.so pls appreciate the time wif ur family,when it's time to go out for ur work or study,then u can just go for it and noe there's always supporting from ur family or any people that caring for u.
2ndly,i dun hav such appetite to eat.....surprisingly??yea,i so surprising for it....but once got food poisoning,wat to do???keep fit lo~~haha...stomach become lepek,and dun hav much appetite to eat.even hungry,after eat 'a little bit',memang full ady.eat everything also tasteless.kesian for me.....
btw,i wil bek to hometown on this coming fri,i wanna recharge bek my energy,and go bek to hav a nice rest before final.ipoh,i will bek to ur hug hug....^^

Monday 3 October 2011

being sick not fun here.....

agree lei???well,felt guilty cos asked my coursemate to fetch me to clinic on midnight.But thanks to them too,if not,I would be like sick human here...btw,my mouth kept on producing a sound-it means kept on got wind coming out.can imagine it??haha..somemore felt stomach sudah lepek lo~~~and no appetite to eat.really a 'diet' for me...and guilty cos asked my fren to help me finish the assignment.next time i would be replace bek wat she's done too~~~wah....memang banyak angin.kept on got the wind one...and 2day i slept for whole day,cos once saw com,just felt sleepy or like pengsan,so just sleep lo~~~I'm starting to feel sleepy again,perhaps soon will sleep agaian...haha...thanks to my fren who are concerning for me, and for sure,my family who called me once noe i'm sick.thanks to u all~~~~ ^^