always wrote it during midnight,harmful for my healthy~~~but wat to do??sleepless....can't sleep....took too much nap ady....
hungry-ing...but sudah gosok gigi,dun eat liao...can imagine wat for my dinner today?just sandwich and milo...really break my own record day per day.....no more super nice food in front of me,just those simple meal.
can u imagine wat i think yesterday noon time?i think of,'dun wan study at here anymore'......just wanna go bek.....such thoughts kept on appearing in my mind.well,perhaps i beat by sickness,but at the same time,really felt like alone,or fighting urself,nobody help u...cowarD?mayb....but sorry to say tat,i'm very weak here,no more fighting energy like before u saw me,even spirit also almost disappeared.....serious?mayb....can't denied it...i can feel my spirit become weaker and weaker....like those 'dog who lose from fight'.....how can i handle final exam?more and more stress is coming on,and more and more worries kept on appearing in my mind.can i handle exam?can i find a job?can i become healthy again like before?just can say,kept on worrying.....
i always wished whoelse can help me,but at the same time,i noe i got no more energetic,wanna escaped from here,from this world!!!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment