depression day..

once in a month,I SURE FELT depressed.
everything sure think of negatively.nothing positive.
but after some time,there may be some thing change my mindset.

for eg today,when I SCROLLED fb and look at news feed,suddenly saw lots of background story of those photo.
first of all,after i look at secondary school photo,suddenly realised my distance to best fren in secondary fren become further and further away.
felt like no more closer feeling to talk to her.so sad to say,hav to build a wall between us,it is not a good feeling to say this,but i very sad that i cant break up tat wall just due to saw her reality.

do u believe in horoscope?cancer ppl is the one who not easier to believe in someone,once they trust someone,they will treat someone the best of the best.but if that someone betray their trust,cancer ppl will start to build a wall between them and get distance as far as they can slowly.

I am a cancer ppl,and so accurate for this statement so far i think.
i dunno u know or not,if u r my best fren,i will treat u as best as i can.but if u betray me,sorry that I cant trust u anymore.perhaps first time i can forgive u but cant forget ur betray.if second time still be the same,sorry to say tat,u r not my best fren again.

today,I just saw reality behind.
haiz.sad to lose one more best fren.

but nvr mind,u betray me is ok,i believe that one day u hav to ask my help again.
sounds like cruel,but it is like consequences of doing something bad.....

nice quote which read from novel

“他人的欺侮屈辱不了我。”
“反而是怒气，才会激发人心最丑恶的邪一面。”

It is true.
no matter how the others show sarcastic to u, it doesn't matter to u.
but if u r angry at something, anger will trigger the most ugliest part from ur part.

because of anger, some ppl will do something that will or will not regret at future.
some of them even sacrifice their own face or even kindness just due to angry at something.

so dun mind so much sarcastic from others.
the one who show sarcastic to u means they r jealous or envy u, it is not worth at all if u angry at her/him.
so just let it be and be calm.
dun trap by them n u will show ur negative side to others.

think wisely and calm down and also be patient.
words are easy but action is hard.
so hope u can control ur action and think before u move.

A real friend.....

Today saw a post, it's about a real fren.

'A real fren is not the one who occur long time ago, it doesn't matter wif the time duration.
Even he/she occurs quite late,but if they r ur real fren, they will understand u and even cares u.'

For me, I bet that I had lots of friends.
AS we know, friends differentiate into real, simple or even best friends.
It is same to me.

Today I just suddenly realised,
My best fren really understand me?

There is one case leads me to doubt of this. Is he/she my real fren? Is he/she cares me? Is he/she understand me?Is he/she using me?
Am I so stupid to use by others? Am I just cry n sit here quietly without let others know?
WHy such thing happens on me?

WHat make me so sad was just a sentence, 'Dont u have time for ur fren'?
If u knows me, U will always know my time always for my family.
If I really busy, i REALLY busy with some urgent stuff, even resting time also be sacrificed.
EVEN SLEEPING TIME ALSO BE SACRIFICED!!!!

But if my fren asked me to do something n my plan changes n affects me, I will think of alternative plan which still consider help my fren actually.
Just that if u really urgent to seek my help pls let me know. If u din say I don't know for that n I will always think of u have extra time for that.
But do u know? If I think of so much plan for u even I busy but U say that sentence, what will I think of?

Dont u think u r the only one busy? I am also busy with something but I still sacrifice my time for u too.
And even scolded by mum but still help u....
what am I expected for???
Just a sentence. dont u hav time for ur fren.....

And also, even my birthday u forget bout it.
Do u know?
I am not hope to get a birthday gift fr u, I am just wanna get a wish fr u.
It means that U still remember me and also cares me.
But honestly, I am quite sad cos most of my fren forgets bout my birthday.

AM I a person who easier to forget by others?
Sorry if u read this post and felt I may cares bout small thing, but honestly to be say, I am a cancer person who super sensitive even small matter.
So every sentence u say or every action u do I will sense it and know what u think of.
This time I really quite angry of my real fren who knows long time ago but din understand me.

If u r me,what do u think?ANgry?Sad?Forgive?
I may forgive others but not forget the case.....

future????

FUTURE?
what is future?

u know?I know?
Answer is unknown.

Due to 'unknown',everyone is curious.
What will happen for own future?
Good?Bad?

ONly then,ppl start to predict own future.
HOpe is good,even not good also must be good.
Then even some of ppl who dun hav humanity will cheat victims, cheat their money n feelings.
Real case??Yeah,it's real.

Ok,enough for story time.
Bek to future.
Do u wonder what is ur future?
Yes?No?
Everyone sure Yes. Undoubtly me too.

BUt do u know?U can create ur own future,everything that u feel cant do only be ur excuses.
And ur excuses block ur way to brighter future.
So starting from this moment, stops to think of Excuses.

Start to step inside future that u hope to have.
Start to build ur own confidence.
Start to avoid any excuses and negative thoughts.
So,what r u waiting for??
GO TO CREATE UR OWN FUTURE!!!!

PS: I am on the way ady,which hope to finish my degree life soon. Then will create unknown and even brighter future that u nvr know....

Have you think of your own future?????

Food hunting AND exercise life..

Well, let me to introduce some of interesting story during my weekends.

Yesterday (saturday), I went to learn swimming on morning.
haha...super poor skill cos I cant even move for few distance too...
then rest and took shower and followed by lunch time!!!
after that went to buy some daily uses stuff and bek home~~
Nap a while and went for food hunting wif colleagues...

That place is Bedok area and if not mistaken, that cafe is known as Bedok Fengshan Hawker Centre.
We went there and eat lots of food, after the time we almost finished the food, there's one of fren of colleague came to join us. Her name is Adita and also Indonesian which same to one of my colleague too.
Oh ya,forgot to introduce other colleague's citizenship. Another 2 colleague was local Singaporean...

Ok, let me to introduce food to u all...ENJOY~

Sugar Cane Juice

Chicken wing

Satay and Ketupat

Oh ya, there's still one dish, which is Ikan Bakar..

That time my hand dirty so that din take its photo lo...

Total price of those food is so cheap (dun convert fr SD to RM)..

ONly spent for 10SD then can eat all of these food, and there's some changes of money too...

CHEAP right???

ok.then our next station was Tampines night market...

Well, obviously it's totally different from Malaysia night market.

Cos it's super clean in singapore and honestly, lesser choice too la...

haha...but Food there not bad, one of food i tried there was Ramly burger, inside was chicken meat de...

and my colleague's one was beef de,quite sucky as she told me.

But I din eat beef so cant commented about it...

as my colleague ate and compared between beef and chicken, she said chicken better, which burger i bought.

Once again, they said all those nice food sure I bought or even took de...

Mayb I'm the professional eater...lol...

After that, we went to Tampines Mall, tried J Cool Yoghurt and chatting there till shop is closed.

J Cool Yoghurt

This one not bad and taste nice too.. This type of yoghurt is less fat and delicious...

I shared wif others and saved a lot again..haha...

If not mistaken, whole food hunting fee only spent for 15SD, which still left some changes...

Worth,right??hehe...

Today, Sunday, I woke up quite late.

Noon time it's raining heavily and quite lazy...

then i took nap and evening jogging from my place to East Coast Park.journey should be around 3.3km...

Super tired and leg pain lo...

Long time din jogging le..haha...

Btw, today i wrote a lot for my blog le...

super long story...

Then..

Goodnight. ^^

recent singapore life....

most of my fren/family members quite curious of my recent sg working life...
well,let me wrote some small tiny tidy story here...
haha...

every weekdays,I need to take 30++ mins MRT and 10-15 mins walking distance to get to working place, which that area known as Biopolis..
let u all see see wikipedia pic..haha..



quite blur,but u might google it to see more clearer pic...

btw,did u all saw Skybridge  between company??
It's connected 1 company to one another, and I can access to those company if I want to be...
Cos those company under government agencies and they r often having lot of event...
U wont feel boring if only working in lab,cos sometime u may enjoy the event there and see lots of fresh ppl and learn new knowledge as well...

Cant denied that I saw lots of mat salleh there, some of them even leng zai and leng lui too..haha...
but honestly,they r quite talented and felt proud of working wif them too...

It's quite common to have free shuttle bus there, and today I quite lucky to take this shuttle bus,although I'm late for work too.lol..
but tell u all secretly,it's quite often that that shuttle bus left in front of my eyes, and I quite geram cos if i get there few seconds before, I can get that bus to company..XD

and today I ate lunchie wif other attachment student too.It's in 1 of restaurant of this shopping mall and food not bad..The restaurant name is The Central..
Hong Kong style and really quite big portion for it...
let u all enjoy real camera photo..lol...

Took this from my sitting position...mooncake festival soon and this's one of poster that I saw...

Bruce Lee photo in this restaurant...

My 'Yin Yang'...(combination of coffee and tea)

2 big egg yolk....lots of vege and duck meat in my meal too..seriously,that egg looks like a smiling face. :-)

food there not bad,but  a bit expensive...Next time upload more photo if I have chance to do so...

today hp almost no battery and that's y cant upload more photo le...

Btw, I need to rest le...

Next time upload more story again... ^^

working life...

First day,super tiring!!!
why,why,why??
COs lots of stuff need to memorise,lots of ppl there, and lots of chemicals too...
I saw until @@,read till =='',and walk sampai kaki sakit.haha...
but,
super enjoyful!!
I guess I will learn and explore super fresh stuff which nvr learn in uni or even lab before too..
super nice wey~!!

No photos today,cos today i nervous and busy whole day....that's all for my day today.
tmrw will be another exciting day for me again~~ ^^

recent life...

Some of my fren was curious where am I or even how am I recently..
So,I will update it as best as I can or during my free time.

And then,talking about today and yesterday..
Well,yesterday morning after i woke up,went for jogging..

seriously I found out that I am so weak cos only can run for 2++ lap,which inclusive of walking+jogging sometime...damn weak~~~

and then noon time went to shopping mall for lunch and bought swimming suit!!!woohoo~~will learn to swim when I free to do so.

night time,shall said evening time,I went for cycling lo~~around East Coast, Sg,which is a best resting place and another fantastic thing,U can cycle on top of sea...

WHAT???
DO U all found out something wrong?
On sea???haha...
NOpe,only there's jetty on sea,So just cycling on there lo...

And somemore,there's lots of ppl fishing there...Road skating,as well as skate play was one of the famous game there...

u all curious..Is this real?
YES,It's real,cos i saw it too...haha...damn impressive of them!
Even water skiing can see at somewhere of that park too...

lots of activities and even restaurant there too...

Cycling from 6pm something to 9pm something,included of 1 hr dinner.
NIce wey...
super healthy at all..

But today a bit lazy,morning went out for breakfast, and then bought this 'Kampong Boy Soya Beancurd'.

And then noon time Went to public library to borrow book and then went for lunchiee..

this's book which I borrowed.

CHinese novel,about Japanese interesting investigation book~~

Night time had KFC for dinner and then now blogging...

And it's end of my life today.

So tmrw.

It's a fresh and New day ,which due to I need to start to hav intern tmrw!!

GOod luck to me and All the best for everything inclusive of my private stuff too~~XD

farewell dinner or lunch or the days~~

as stated in title,topic for today was about farewell~~

recently,I have been went out for farewell with friends before I leave kl~~~
there's so many places which I went, as Mid valley,pavilion,klcc,leisure mall, or even nearby stalls in taman connaught~
well,most of them r just shopping malls or food stalls only,but honestly,enough touching due to heart fr my frens~
I can have farewell with some of my frens ,some r same faculty but some r  not~
however,for me,simple but touching,can feel our frenship forever!!!

btw,I still cant even hav farewell with some of my coursemates or even good frens, which due to I really busy and rush for everything.
But I believed there's time for us to meet up de...

In addition, there's few memorable photo which I had now and let u all see see...


Chilis in KLCC~~woohoo~~big big portion for food and I'm super full~~
although different course but same channels, and also appreciate our frenship ever after...


KLCC behind me...individual photo~

Only 2 photos uploaded and most of the memorable scenes r saved into my mind ady.

Lastly, one nice card and quote inside which very meaningful~~my best fren gave this to me secretly, which was put it on my table but under table lamp...found it when I packing my stuffs...

*TOUCHING!!!TOUCHING!!!! *


handmade quote~so so creative but Willl remember it forever...
Will read it the time I feel cant stand for stress too....

Thanks thanks thanks to all my best frens,coursemates and even others as well...
Wont forget the hand u lend to me,or even small tiny tidy matters...

Conclusion:

TQ!!!! ^^

miracle...

Is it sounds familiar to all of u??
Fact but it's difficult to become reality...
WHY??

It's due to some of u dun stand for high will of that, u r give up easily...
All of us are waiting for miracle as always. Are u?
Once in a while, I have been captured this photo.
Once I saw that, I felt miracle is always beside me...It appears at the right timing...

RAINBOW!!!

For me,rainbow=miracle!!

So,what r u waiting for?

Dun give up easily and waiting for miracle when u r felt tiring...

One quote:

Do not say ' U cannot do' when u felt u r not able to do so or frustrated.

Only thing that u can say is 'U felt tiring'....

Next thing that u will do is Continue ur journey and fighting again!! :-) 

Singapore trip before fight with thesis again - Part 1

as in title, I would like to write something regarding to my sg trip.

First day, only about the way to singapore. I lazy to describe here, cos so simple and nonsense for u all.

Second day would be the main points and aims for me to sg....
COS
I went to UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE!!!!!

Let u all enjoy few pics of that place:

Outside entrance of Universal Studio Singapore, showed that u r going to explore this place...haha...


Saw roller coaster in this pic? I conquer it!!!haha...and this pic took after U enter Hollywood Street in Universal Studios...


Clearer pic of roller coaster route....


Something like in transformer one...just simple turn and turn.nothing terrible..


Madagascar family~included me??hehe....


Pinocchio!!Cutieeee....but taller than us??haha...


King Julien??I like his voice....haha...


Shrek and Fiona...Am I alike Fiona??


Lunchiee before played roller coaster.....luckily din vomit..haha...


VOmit????Nope,just simply looking at the pail in New York Street....haha....


Am I at New York Street??haha...


Another view at New York there~~ho ho....


Nice pose? Of course!! Gorgeous!!He he...



Fantastic View + Character there. *Clap hands*



Performance for water,fire and fireworks action in water park there...one word: Awesome!


Optimus Prime??or other robotics???oh no,I should escaped!!why I stil stand and smile there??


Looking at them and felt them super tired too...


At Egypt entrance...going to conquer another roller coaster inside this place....cant let u all see,cos this roller coaster really running in dark region and U can feel unknown fears when sit on it...


Took this pic and seriously, I forgotten their names ady...U may remind me of this...


Am I sexy like her???hahaha....


The Lion in Madagascar!!!



Penguins beside me....run away before anything robbed by them!!lol..


Another performance by Madagascar Members....hehe...


Disney characters!! I am smart as him!!lol...


Gloria!!!I got tummy like her!!haha..


Performance by them almost the closing time of Universal Studios...

After leaving Universal Studios, I took some pic before leaving Sentosa Island. Only few pics...


Another Merlion in SG....


Lots of candies!!! Outside Candylicious~~

Ok la...that's our Part 1 photos, took in Universal Studios and Sentosa Island..

Oh ya,forgot to mention, we took free shuttle bus from one of the SG hotel to Universal Studios.. Only open for foreign tourists for that bus and we got 10% discount for entrance in Universal Studio Singapore!!haha...

To be Continued.....

pray to god?

different ppl different religion,some of them not even have 1 religion too.
some of us r buddhist,islamic,indian or even christian.of course there's still lots of other religion too.

if u hope any wish to be comes true,ur heart must be strongly believed that it must to be success.
otherwise if u only pray harder but without heart,the word and action u have been done only useless.
what's make use of it?
what make u believe it?

Will,
Hope,
Dedication,
and also mainly ur Wish.

don't give up and continue for ur wish.
even u fall down but there's other road for u.
god will open another door for u even one side of it is closing.
so strongly stands on ur wish,ambition or even ur only small tiny tidy hope.

peaceful~

mind to be feel peaceful.
what shall I do?
bang to wall?
pray?
or shout after then feel peace?

easy or difficult?
sometime easy sometime difficult.
depends....

am I not feeling peaceful now?
maybe yes maybe no.
guess...

THE END.....