depression~~

omg...felt like i going to depress soon~~
everyday busy for lab stuff,thesis and then now worry for internship~~
no more enjoy days~~
worry here and there...
always stay at home...
soon I will become depressed ever...
at the same time,'fan' ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

friend~~ 真正的友誼，不是花言巧語，而是關鍵時候拉你的那隻手。那些整日圍在你身邊，讓你有些許小歡喜的朋友，不一定是真正的朋友。而那些看似遠離，實際上時刻關注著你的人，在你快樂的時候，不去奉承你；你在你需要的時候，默默為你做事的人，才是真正的朋友。

saw this in one of fren's post:

[一個故事、看穿了許多你所謂朋友的人 ]

傍晚，一隻羊獨自在山坡上玩，突然從樹木中竄出一隻狼來，要吃羊，羊跳起來，拚命用角抵抗，並大聲向朋友們求救。

牛在樹叢中向這個地方望了一眼，發現是狼，跑走了；

馬低頭一看，發現是狼，一溜煙跑了；

驢停下腳步，發現是狼，悄悄溜下山坡；

豬經過這裡，發現是狼，衝下山坡；

兔子一聽，更是一箭一般離去。

山下的狗聽見羊的呼喊，急忙奔上坡來，從草叢中閃出，一下咬住了狼的脖子，狼疼得直叫喚，趁狗換氣時，愴惶逃走了。

回到家，朋友都來了，

牛說：你怎麼不告訴我？我的角可以剜出狼的腸子。

馬說：你怎麼不告訴我？我的蹄子能踢碎狼的腦袋。

驢說：你怎麼不告訴我？我一聲吼叫，嚇破狼的膽。

豬說：你怎麼不告訴我？我用嘴一拱，就讓它摔下山去。

兔子說：你怎麼不告訴我？我跑得快，可以傳信呀。

在這鬧嚷嚷的一群中，唯獨.....沒有狗。

真正的友誼，不是花言巧語，而是關鍵時候拉你的那隻手。那些整日圍在你身邊，讓你有些許小歡喜的朋友，不一定是真正的朋友。而那些看似遠離，實際上時刻關注著你的人，在你快樂的時候，不去奉承你；你在你需要的時候，默默為你做事的人，才是真正的朋友。 

sometime,ur fren who often making joke in front of u,but doesnt meant she/he will help u when u r faced to some difficulty.However,if some fren who always silent in front of u or seems like so transparent there but help u when u face to problem,then those fren was a really real fren to u......

honestly,I wouldn't said I'm a real fren, but will try to help others if I can help to do so.
sometime I will be selfish, cos I'm only human,imperfect as ur wish.
But,
I will try to reduce my selfishness and help If I can do so.
so If one day I doesnt help u when u face to problem, I will say sorry here and next time I will improve myself and wont abandon u if u really having difficulties in ur life. ^^

random topic....

this blog was about my life recently,so in this blog, I will just jump here and there,lazy to arrange the points though....

so fri i knew results r out.
wah,that time to gan jiong,not really dare to check it...
but luckily all subject r passed,and one subject which failed before got higher mark than another one.really surprising me....

next, sometime when i checked fb,saw some of fren's status.
one topic that i saw the most from girls was about fat topic.
some of them r complaining fat.
but honestly,do u know what's standard of fat?
commonly the girls wil like,excess one inch of fat alsp considered of 'fat'...
know my meaning?
means they r too kua jiong,I felt that their body figure slim enough but if sikit2 gemuk or the body weight increase only for 1 kg,they will 'yi yi wa wa' there...
walao eh....
what's the point to be complaining there??
if they so gek dong ady,then shall I screaming all the time???lol...

on the other hand, I felt that many fren went to enjoy sem break,or even vacation...
jealous die me....I wannna gooooo.....

and another thing,I thinking of that,when u r chatting wif ur fren,will u all can escape topic of technology thing?
or even something for city life topic?
just back to nature,is it possible for u to create such topic??
haha...u might not understand for what i meant here,but it's same to me too. :-P

in short,for one day, u can try to chat wif ur fren,avoid those topic about hp,laptop,com,any topic related to tech.
u might talk about sports,games or other natural topic.
Will u??

haha...the end of my blog.really random.
it's depends on u whether can get all my points or not~~~ ^^

friendship,relationship,communication.

no doubt that these 3 thing very important to maintain a relationship...
but honestly,nowadays the more high tech, the more further the relationship among ppl....
agree wif this??

well,in my case,I saw this reality.
cant denied that when u saw fren or ppl sitting down in a restaurant,first thing they will ask waiter, "what's wifi password and username here?'
tried before?
then my heart straight away cooled down, those electrical gadget is more crucial than fren...
what's the point to have gathering in this moment??

next, I cant denied that I'm a talkative person,even my own family member or close fren knew about this.
but if u r my fren, r u wondering that  I have been silent in front of u?
I nvr meant to ignore u,but sadly,I really dun hav topic to talk wif u.
I can be a person to crap anything wif u,even shit or terrible thing I can talk wif u,but If u faced to a situation when I keep quiet in front of  u,I only smile but nvr talk,then u have to think wisely.
what make me nvr talk to u....
I doesnt meant by I'm normal at all,but  just can say that,sometime we r not in right channel...

SO IF U R MY FREN, WHAT CONDITION DID U FACED BEFORE WHEN WITH ME?
I:
1. keep quiet in front of u
2. keep on chat wif u

just refresh bek moment when we r together~~~ hope u r more understand after reading this post. ^^

mind mind mind...

dunno thinking of what...
dunno care bout what...
dunno mind bout what....
everything also dunno.

THE END:DUNNO.

wonderful weekend...

after saw this blog,some of them sure will ask,'why r u damn free one'??
haha...not free at all,only felt like lazy before start my work again...XD

so let's talk about my sat life..
well,morning i accompanied my fren to uni to settle something.
then next station we went to 'shaza shabu2' for our lunch...
seriously,i remembered that added soup for 3 times,and we ate a lot at there,like those meatball,pork or even fried food,few dishes and we still continue to eat.
we spent about 1 hrs and 30 mins to enjoy our lunch there,and chatting and chatting...
spent time slowly and had a wonderful lunch time.
we r super full for that lunch and then we went to leisure mall for movie.

woohoo..movie!!!
what movie?
it's 'oz'!!!!
hmm..combination of 'alice of wonderland+snow white'..
haha....just the style inside which combination of these 2 movies la...hehe...
while watching movie,we also enjoying popcorn.
most of u sure knew that it's my favourite for a movie time....hehehe....
i also bought some jeans and food inside leisure mall.
oh ya,unforgettable was i drank 'chatime' too!!!hahahhaha....
after shopping at there,we went bek home le....
we plan next time to be another fun time again.hehe....

'chatime' wif me photo!!!hahahha...satisfied!

so today (sun),what's so wonderful today??

got 2 things la...

1st one,today raining super heavily!!!damn nice man!!!

hhahhaa...nap time super nice and dun wan wake up ddah...

and another thing,my housemates promised me for a dinner,which prepared by them.

wah...met wif nice housemate for 2nd time who cooked for me le....

their meal very good and i preferred their food too.

*thumbs up*

their cooked vegetable+dong fun

their fried rice (inside got mushroom,fried small prawn)

overall comment of their food, nice!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha...

jealous???saliva secreting????

just kept on looking my nice blog photo ba....:p

happily living after....

haha...dunno why this sentence kept on occuring in my mind..
might be due to nice dream that i had before??
btw,
this post, is something non-logical and not in order for my pts..
i just wanna crap in this post.

so,what to crap?
1st of all,too stressed and due to those assignment deadline and exam is closing to me soon...
time is very precious to me for every sec ~~
is that real? (if u ask me la)
i would said,ya,and almost become those crazy fellow which u nvr saw before....
haha...

next one,my nice dream....
seriously,i so happy when dreamt of someone proposed to me.
and i remembered reason of super glad too, which due to he's the one who helped me a lot secretly.
but one day, i saw some clue and asked his colleague.
then i knew he's the one who helped me a lot,that time i remembered so touching and accepted him as bf..
but forgotten whether am I accepted for his proposal or not la..
wan to know ending?
haha...mayb in next dream or for reality???lol...

moreover, in this sem, i felt my life super colourful..
which full of sad,happy,angry,touching and so on...
but anyway, i wish my life can be passing by as smooth as i can...
so i will do my best for my studies and other stuffs too!!!
YES!!!!