first...

what to be first?
place?
location?
numbering?
position?
or?
intuition?

will be happy ever to be first?
will be sad to not be first?
will be disappointed to not to be first?
will be glad to praise be first?
will be brave to be first?
or even desperate to not to be first?

is it very sad to not hav first in ur life?
is it very happy that forever to be first in ur life?
is it the good thing that u have first time in ur life?
is it troublesome for u to not or to be hold the first?

first can be as ur wonderful thing in ur life,or nightmare to be in ur life....
everything has 2 faces,good or bad,depends how r u to think of it....
do u understand what am I saying?
u might not so understand for this blog,but just think of 'first' deeply or unless u noe my feeling well then u sure to be interpret what am I trying to explain now...XD