2 things in my mind

First,it's a super glad feeling cos went for vacation of 1 dAY trip to Cameron Highlands....Bought a lot of strawberries,vegetables and some plants for plantation...haha...enjoyable day lei;...since long time din outing wif family for vacation ady..so appreciated it since after my stressed and suffered final exam.....and then i stil hav 2nd round,for praying of ancestors and deceased elders....it's super tiring one cos hav to stand up for few hrs,then walked when those  尼姑prayed......and then can't took umbrella even  raining heavily...super super kesian and tired....but what to do???it's a ceremony-超度会....like prayed for those deceased people,let their road to heaven to be more smoother...XD  still ok la,cos every yr I went wif my family one...

2nd,it's a lesson that I learnt after watched 'prince of tennis'.....that's 'a fire is inside our heart'~~~everybody's heart....unless u dun hav heart one,correct way should be mind la,but I preferred to name as 'heart'...haha...if U burn up this fire,u will do the thing din like u expected,will be more 'explosive'....haha..means the result can be better as unexpected~~~this's a super good way for u to grow faster and well...but sometime u need the motivation for it,sometime other people,something or even yourself!!!!but how we noe the fire inside our heart??there's need some time or even fate to make it...sometime people can't burn it up by themselves,nid some motivation one....like me lo,sometime I felt tat I dun hav fire,like too soft or like water,dun hav fire at all...SO I noe I still need some motivation or people to encourage me for me to burn up the fire inside my heart!!!!!IS IT POSSIBLE????yes,it is!!!!!!!!!!But I noe my fire will be coming soon for burning it up...IF it's burning,means there's a different me!!!!yes,u din heard wrongly..IT'S DIFFERENT ME!!!!!how to u noe the difference???U just wait ba,same to me,I still lack of some motivation la...haha....XD so,now,I just nid to do myself first.If time's up,then will be my turn to change myself,or even become 'advanced form' of ah heah!!!everything will be change and U will c a different type of me~~~^^