holiday ends soon...

omg....holiday is going to end soon,but i still in holiday mood....2day is independence day,selamat hari merdeka!!!but there was no celebration or surrounding full of tat merdeka feeling~~~haha..perhaps cos raya too ba,they ignored it too....and I felt like wanna stayed at home only,once again,dun wan bek kl......always like tat,like child,but wat to do?once u left home,those feeling will always occured in ur mind.nvr mind,when reach kl,then suit the mind again..aiyo,stil struggle tat wanna but external dvd rom for my netbook or not...very expensive lei,rm100 something,if my brother or sister noe i buy it,sure said I very rich ah??but sometime felt like useful,sometime just wanna watch dvd la,just afraid addicted to it only,now still struggle.......think,think,think!!!think wisely~~~~^^
and these 2 days so hot,no raining ady.....weather is changed lo~once I arrived ipoh for sem break,everyday sure raining one,but these 2 days really hot,no raining at all....super hot~~~when i wan to go out,sure raining,but now,dun go out,then hot,hot,hot!!!!!!

headache ah~~

until now,still can't find for coop lei....especially those lab one,cos they r look forward for 3rd student..me,just 1st yr student,just ignored from them...I'm so worried now and think shall I change my own decision to hav other job instead of work in lab one??struggle for many days and not so enjoy holidays due to this problem....haiz...no time for me ady cos will bek to kl soon and very troublesome if can't find it before i leave my hometown....so so so headache......

but got other lesson from my movie tat I watched,will u keep ur own fire for something as long as u r compete for it???and could u noe ur limitation and can beyond of ur limitation or not???If u can do these 2 thing,u can become superman or superwoman ady...and can do the thing that unexpected.It's quite challenge for us and I would like to try it now for my coop and my studies....So,I can just can say,there's was good and bad for the matter at the same time,no matter how u feel so sad or disappointed for something,there was a road for u all.like god open the way for u,but now we shall create a road for ourself,not just depends on others,cos if wan to success,must be do it our own,not others.when u  r done for something,u can enjoy the happiness and satisfied for the thing that u have been done.So.I just can tell myself,there's a new road for me-new chance!!!!dun give up and the block will not occurred!!!!must keep on our own spirit and just do it without any regret~~~~

geram and glad

ah!!!!2day went to buy lunch,and it's raining!!!!u din heard wrongly!!!IT's raining once i wan to step out from my house.....then once i bought and reached home to hav a bath,there's no more rain and sunlight  was out!!!!!!!!!!!!AH!!!!played played me lei.......so so so geram!!!!!!

haha....but got another good news for me la,tat was,tv is repaired ady...yes!!!!can watch tv and watch drama by using dvd player to connect to tat tv!!!!syok syok!!!!nice,nice!!!!tat's was different feeling for me 2day-geram and glad la...hahahaha....and I always felt sleepy here cos everyday raining here!!!it's a fact!!!Once i bek ipoh,everyday also raining,tak kira morning or evening,must raining everyday one!!!!nice!!!everyday hav a nice sleep,just troublesome if i wan to go out on daytime!!!like today!!!!!haiz...nvr mind,once I can sleep well,then I forgive it ady....XD somemore,TEZUKA in prince of tennis very handsome lo~~~and super cool!!!!this anime not bad and u will watch it continuously if u like sport or any competition.If u really felt bored,just watch it to release stress or 'meluangkan masa lapang'!!!!!hahaha...I'm doing it everyday so I din felt bored although nothing to do everyday....eat,sleep,play,watch tv,on9 too~~~this's my route for everyday but I din felt bored cos no more chance for me to do such thing if I go bek to kl to fight again~~~XD So,what to wait???just become sleeping pig and lazy koala bear too ba....^^

2 things in my mind

First,it's a super glad feeling cos went for vacation of 1 dAY trip to Cameron Highlands....Bought a lot of strawberries,vegetables and some plants for plantation...haha...enjoyable day lei;...since long time din outing wif family for vacation ady..so appreciated it since after my stressed and suffered final exam.....and then i stil hav 2nd round,for praying of ancestors and deceased elders....it's super tiring one cos hav to stand up for few hrs,then walked when those  尼姑prayed......and then can't took umbrella even  raining heavily...super super kesian and tired....but what to do???it's a ceremony-超度会....like prayed for those deceased people,let their road to heaven to be more smoother...XD  still ok la,cos every yr I went wif my family one...

2nd,it's a lesson that I learnt after watched 'prince of tennis'.....that's 'a fire is inside our heart'~~~everybody's heart....unless u dun hav heart one,correct way should be mind la,but I preferred to name as 'heart'...haha...if U burn up this fire,u will do the thing din like u expected,will be more 'explosive'....haha..means the result can be better as unexpected~~~this's a super good way for u to grow faster and well...but sometime u need the motivation for it,sometime other people,something or even yourself!!!!but how we noe the fire inside our heart??there's need some time or even fate to make it...sometime people can't burn it up by themselves,nid some motivation one....like me lo,sometime I felt tat I dun hav fire,like too soft or like water,dun hav fire at all...SO I noe I still need some motivation or people to encourage me for me to burn up the fire inside my heart!!!!!IS IT POSSIBLE????yes,it is!!!!!!!!!!But I noe my fire will be coming soon for burning it up...IF it's burning,means there's a different me!!!!yes,u din heard wrongly..IT'S DIFFERENT ME!!!!!how to u noe the difference???U just wait ba,same to me,I still lack of some motivation la...haha....XD so,now,I just nid to do myself first.If time's up,then will be my turn to change myself,or even become 'advanced form' of ah heah!!!everything will be change and U will c a different type of me~~~^^

selesanya.......

wah..when the wind is blew to ur head,face and ur body,u can feel there's a feeling like u flying following the direaction of wind....it's really imaginative...u can feel it too~~~BY:riding a motor......during tat time,u r exposed to the surrounding,if there's environment like village,so comfortable and so greenish,when u r  riding a motor,and speeding there,really comfortable and selesa...every stress or worries will be disappeared and forgotten....really,really.....BAGUS!!!! ^^
just now repaired the motor tat had not been touched for few months,mostly just me be the rider lO~~~haha...plus the road tat nearby my house very suit to ride motor,not like big city-crowded with cars and other vehicles,can release stress and my thought during the time riding a motor lo~~~ XD
SO,WHAT TO WAIT???if hav a chance,u should ride a motor or ask any of ur fren who's a motorcyclist,u can become a person who free of ur mind temporarily too~~~~hahaha..^^

fly to sky,fly to sky~~~

means FREEDOM!!!!totally freedom!!!!free from exam-hell,stress,not enough sleep,nightmare~~~~hahaha...finally can sleep well after 2day~~~mayb due to stress,even  in dream,also dreamed '地狱' woh~~but in my dream,just got 10 floor,not 18~~~cos rumour there is 18层地狱la...mayb is sressed,mayb is got hint inside tat not 18th floor lo~~haha..nvr mind la...just a dream~~
now I just nid to watch tv,on9,read storybook,play and hang out that I want~~~syok,syok~~can imagine these 2 weeks can rest and relax well~~~my bed and entertainment,wait for me ya~~~hahahaha... :-)

ok!!!microbiology,u win ady!!!

One sentence for my comment: microbiology,u beats me again!!!i got not enough weapons to fight u now!!!really gila sini!!!