depression day..

once in a month,I SURE FELT depressed.
everything sure think of negatively.nothing positive.
but after some time,there may be some thing change my mindset.

for eg today,when I SCROLLED fb and look at news feed,suddenly saw lots of background story of those photo.
first of all,after i look at secondary school photo,suddenly realised my distance to best fren in secondary fren become further and further away.
felt like no more closer feeling to talk to her.so sad to say,hav to build a wall between us,it is not a good feeling to say this,but i very sad that i cant break up tat wall just due to saw her reality.

do u believe in horoscope?cancer ppl is the one who not easier to believe in someone,once they trust someone,they will treat someone the best of the best.but if that someone betray their trust,cancer ppl will start to build a wall between them and get distance as far as they can slowly.

I am a cancer ppl,and so accurate for this statement so far i think.
i dunno u know or not,if u r my best fren,i will treat u as best as i can.but if u betray me,sorry that I cant trust u anymore.perhaps first time i can forgive u but cant forget ur betray.if second time still be the same,sorry to say tat,u r not my best fren again.

today,I just saw reality behind.
haiz.sad to lose one more best fren.

but nvr mind,u betray me is ok,i believe that one day u hav to ask my help again.
sounds like cruel,but it is like consequences of doing something bad.....

nice quote which read from novel

“他人的欺侮屈辱不了我。”
“反而是怒气，才会激发人心最丑恶的邪一面。”

It is true.
no matter how the others show sarcastic to u, it doesn't matter to u.
but if u r angry at something, anger will trigger the most ugliest part from ur part.

because of anger, some ppl will do something that will or will not regret at future.
some of them even sacrifice their own face or even kindness just due to angry at something.

so dun mind so much sarcastic from others.
the one who show sarcastic to u means they r jealous or envy u, it is not worth at all if u angry at her/him.
so just let it be and be calm.
dun trap by them n u will show ur negative side to others.

think wisely and calm down and also be patient.
words are easy but action is hard.
so hope u can control ur action and think before u move.

A real friend.....

Today saw a post, it's about a real fren.

'A real fren is not the one who occur long time ago, it doesn't matter wif the time duration.
Even he/she occurs quite late,but if they r ur real fren, they will understand u and even cares u.'

For me, I bet that I had lots of friends.
AS we know, friends differentiate into real, simple or even best friends.
It is same to me.

Today I just suddenly realised,
My best fren really understand me?

There is one case leads me to doubt of this. Is he/she my real fren? Is he/she cares me? Is he/she understand me?Is he/she using me?
Am I so stupid to use by others? Am I just cry n sit here quietly without let others know?
WHy such thing happens on me?

WHat make me so sad was just a sentence, 'Dont u have time for ur fren'?
If u knows me, U will always know my time always for my family.
If I really busy, i REALLY busy with some urgent stuff, even resting time also be sacrificed.
EVEN SLEEPING TIME ALSO BE SACRIFICED!!!!

But if my fren asked me to do something n my plan changes n affects me, I will think of alternative plan which still consider help my fren actually.
Just that if u really urgent to seek my help pls let me know. If u din say I don't know for that n I will always think of u have extra time for that.
But do u know? If I think of so much plan for u even I busy but U say that sentence, what will I think of?

Dont u think u r the only one busy? I am also busy with something but I still sacrifice my time for u too.
And even scolded by mum but still help u....
what am I expected for???
Just a sentence. dont u hav time for ur fren.....

And also, even my birthday u forget bout it.
Do u know?
I am not hope to get a birthday gift fr u, I am just wanna get a wish fr u.
It means that U still remember me and also cares me.
But honestly, I am quite sad cos most of my fren forgets bout my birthday.

AM I a person who easier to forget by others?
Sorry if u read this post and felt I may cares bout small thing, but honestly to be say, I am a cancer person who super sensitive even small matter.
So every sentence u say or every action u do I will sense it and know what u think of.
This time I really quite angry of my real fren who knows long time ago but din understand me.

If u r me,what do u think?ANgry?Sad?Forgive?
I may forgive others but not forget the case.....

future????

FUTURE?
what is future?

u know?I know?
Answer is unknown.

Due to 'unknown',everyone is curious.
What will happen for own future?
Good?Bad?

ONly then,ppl start to predict own future.
HOpe is good,even not good also must be good.
Then even some of ppl who dun hav humanity will cheat victims, cheat their money n feelings.
Real case??Yeah,it's real.

Ok,enough for story time.
Bek to future.
Do u wonder what is ur future?
Yes?No?
Everyone sure Yes. Undoubtly me too.

BUt do u know?U can create ur own future,everything that u feel cant do only be ur excuses.
And ur excuses block ur way to brighter future.
So starting from this moment, stops to think of Excuses.

Start to step inside future that u hope to have.
Start to build ur own confidence.
Start to avoid any excuses and negative thoughts.
So,what r u waiting for??
GO TO CREATE UR OWN FUTURE!!!!

PS: I am on the way ady,which hope to finish my degree life soon. Then will create unknown and even brighter future that u nvr know....

Have you think of your own future?????

Food hunting AND exercise life..

Well, let me to introduce some of interesting story during my weekends.

Yesterday (saturday), I went to learn swimming on morning.
haha...super poor skill cos I cant even move for few distance too...
then rest and took shower and followed by lunch time!!!
after that went to buy some daily uses stuff and bek home~~
Nap a while and went for food hunting wif colleagues...

That place is Bedok area and if not mistaken, that cafe is known as Bedok Fengshan Hawker Centre.
We went there and eat lots of food, after the time we almost finished the food, there's one of fren of colleague came to join us. Her name is Adita and also Indonesian which same to one of my colleague too.
Oh ya,forgot to introduce other colleague's citizenship. Another 2 colleague was local Singaporean...

Ok, let me to introduce food to u all...ENJOY~

Sugar Cane Juice

Chicken wing

Satay and Ketupat

Oh ya, there's still one dish, which is Ikan Bakar..

That time my hand dirty so that din take its photo lo...

Total price of those food is so cheap (dun convert fr SD to RM)..

ONly spent for 10SD then can eat all of these food, and there's some changes of money too...

CHEAP right???

ok.then our next station was Tampines night market...

Well, obviously it's totally different from Malaysia night market.

Cos it's super clean in singapore and honestly, lesser choice too la...

haha...but Food there not bad, one of food i tried there was Ramly burger, inside was chicken meat de...

and my colleague's one was beef de,quite sucky as she told me.

But I din eat beef so cant commented about it...

as my colleague ate and compared between beef and chicken, she said chicken better, which burger i bought.

Once again, they said all those nice food sure I bought or even took de...

Mayb I'm the professional eater...lol...

After that, we went to Tampines Mall, tried J Cool Yoghurt and chatting there till shop is closed.

J Cool Yoghurt

This one not bad and taste nice too.. This type of yoghurt is less fat and delicious...

I shared wif others and saved a lot again..haha...

If not mistaken, whole food hunting fee only spent for 15SD, which still left some changes...

Worth,right??hehe...

Today, Sunday, I woke up quite late.

Noon time it's raining heavily and quite lazy...

then i took nap and evening jogging from my place to East Coast Park.journey should be around 3.3km...

Super tired and leg pain lo...

Long time din jogging le..haha...

Btw, today i wrote a lot for my blog le...

super long story...

Then..

Goodnight. ^^

recent singapore life....

most of my fren/family members quite curious of my recent sg working life...
well,let me wrote some small tiny tidy story here...
haha...

every weekdays,I need to take 30++ mins MRT and 10-15 mins walking distance to get to working place, which that area known as Biopolis..
let u all see see wikipedia pic..haha..



quite blur,but u might google it to see more clearer pic...

btw,did u all saw Skybridge  between company??
It's connected 1 company to one another, and I can access to those company if I want to be...
Cos those company under government agencies and they r often having lot of event...
U wont feel boring if only working in lab,cos sometime u may enjoy the event there and see lots of fresh ppl and learn new knowledge as well...

Cant denied that I saw lots of mat salleh there, some of them even leng zai and leng lui too..haha...
but honestly,they r quite talented and felt proud of working wif them too...

It's quite common to have free shuttle bus there, and today I quite lucky to take this shuttle bus,although I'm late for work too.lol..
but tell u all secretly,it's quite often that that shuttle bus left in front of my eyes, and I quite geram cos if i get there few seconds before, I can get that bus to company..XD

and today I ate lunchie wif other attachment student too.It's in 1 of restaurant of this shopping mall and food not bad..The restaurant name is The Central..
Hong Kong style and really quite big portion for it...
let u all enjoy real camera photo..lol...

Took this from my sitting position...mooncake festival soon and this's one of poster that I saw...

Bruce Lee photo in this restaurant...

My 'Yin Yang'...(combination of coffee and tea)

2 big egg yolk....lots of vege and duck meat in my meal too..seriously,that egg looks like a smiling face. :-)

food there not bad,but  a bit expensive...Next time upload more photo if I have chance to do so...

today hp almost no battery and that's y cant upload more photo le...

Btw, I need to rest le...

Next time upload more story again... ^^

working life...

First day,super tiring!!!
why,why,why??
COs lots of stuff need to memorise,lots of ppl there, and lots of chemicals too...
I saw until @@,read till =='',and walk sampai kaki sakit.haha...
but,
super enjoyful!!
I guess I will learn and explore super fresh stuff which nvr learn in uni or even lab before too..
super nice wey~!!

No photos today,cos today i nervous and busy whole day....that's all for my day today.
tmrw will be another exciting day for me again~~ ^^